Monomania
Echoes of Desolation: Embracing the Void with The Nocturnal Broadcast
Lyrics
Shout into the void
Expressing frustration or a need for attention by shouting into emptiness.
To only hear it shout back at me
The emptiness responds with echoes, emphasizing a lack of meaningful response or connection.
Shout into the void
Repetition of the futile act of shouting into emptiness, underscoring a sense of isolation.
To only hear it shout back at me
-Shout into the void
-To only hear it shout back at me
-Shout into the void
Continued frustration and lack of meaningful communication with the void.
To only hear it shout back at me
-There's a thorn in my foot
Metaphorically describing a painful situation or relationship represented by a thorn in the foot.
So I step hard-heeled on it
Choosing to exacerbate the pain intentionally, possibly symbolizing self-destructive behavior.
Just to watch it bleed
Observing and reveling in the consequences of the self-inflicted pain.
And I watch it bleed
-You were a leech to me
Describing someone as a draining influence or parasite.
So I could only breathe unfeelingly
Feeling emotionally detached and numb in response to the draining relationship.
My siphon serene
Referring to a calming influence that has been drained or lost.
I watch it bleed
Reflecting on the consequences of the draining relationship.
Leave it alone!
An urgent plea to stop or leave a situation alone.
There's no sense roiling up the bees
Advising against causing unnecessary disturbance or chaos.
This I bemoan, this monomania:
Expressing a fixation on a single idea or obsession (monomania).
That I'm approximately seen
Feeling incompletely understood or seen by others.
Caught in blurs and saturation
Being entangled in confusion and sensory overload.
Of the days when I sedated
Recalling moments of sedation and emotional numbness.
With the dusked and agitated
Describing restlessness and anticipation, possibly related to a relationship.
Restlessness anticipating you
The restlessness is tied to an expectation or hope for someone's presence.
Now in approximation
Describing a distorted or confused approximation of reality.
My wires crossed, potentiation
Mentioning crossed wires and potentiation, suggesting confusion and heightened emotions.
Far too often deviating from absolute
Frequently deviating from a clear or absolute path, experiencing uncertainty.
I am mistaken through
Acknowledging a sense of being mistaken or misunderstood.
All those nights I feared you hated me
Recalling nights of fear and insecurity in a relationship.
For leaving like a craven
Regretting a past departure in a cowardly manner.
When to say that we were worth the labor
Expressing the belief that the relationship was worth the effort.
Is to say it understatedly
Underscoring the understated value of the relationship.
Shout into the void
Repetition of the act of shouting into emptiness, highlighting a persistent need for connection.
To only hear it shout back at me
-Shout into the void
-To only hear it shout back at me
-Shout into the void
-To only hear it shout back at me
-Shout into the void
-To only hear it shout back at me
-It doesn't calm you down the way you want
Questioning the effectiveness of a supposed calming influence.
It only leaves you numb and reeling
Describing the aftermath of seeking solace, which results in emotional numbness.
(All that shouting)
Repetition of the theme that shouting doesn't provide the desired calming effect.
Doesn't calm you down the way you want
-It only leaves you dumb unfeeling
-(All that shouting)
-Doesn't calm you down the way you want
-It only leaves you numb and reeling
-(All that shouting)
-Doesn't calm you down the way you want
-It only leaves you dumb unfeeling
-(All that shouting)
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