Lyrics
Used to be conceited
Feeling self-important in the past
But lately been defeated
Recently experiencing defeat or failure
I need to find the space in between
Desire to discover a middle ground or balance
Constant overthinking
Ongoing struggle with excessive thinking
Mixed with all the drinking
Mixing contemplation with alcohol consumption
Why does this shit happen to me
Frustration about undesirable events
Maybe I’m cursed
Considering oneself possibly hexed or cursed
I’m doomed
Sense of impending doom or failure
Gotta think fast
Need to think quickly but lacking proficiency
But I’m no good at that
Inadequacy in rapid decision-making
Talking in this big of a crowd
Difficulty communicating in a large group
And it’s
Transition in the narrative
Whiplash
Feeling of sudden impact or disturbance
Whenever you walk past
Emotional reaction when the person of interest passes by
How long can I keep you around
Questioning the duration of the relationship
I wanna find out
Expressing a desire to explore and understand
I wanna find out
Reiteration of the desire to find out
I wanna find out
-I wanna find out
-Find out (I wanna find)
-If I shoot my shot don’t wanna miss it
Expressing fear of missing an opportunity
The closest things are always in the distance
Noting that valuable things are often distant
Well I don’t mean to be too pessimistic
Acknowledging a tendency towards pessimism
But I just keep on stacking dirty dishes
Metaphorical representation of unresolved issues
And ain’t nobody granting none my wishes
Frustration over unfulfilled desires
Maybe I’m cursed
Repetition of the feeling of being cursed
I’m doomed
Reiteration of a sense of impending doom
Gotta think fast
Need for quick thinking but lacking proficiency
But I’m no good at that
Inadequacy in rapid decision-making
Talking in this big of a crowd
Difficulty communicating in a large group
And it’s
Transition in the narrative
Whiplash
Feeling of sudden impact or disturbance
Whenever you walk past
Emotional reaction when the person of interest passes by
How long can I keep you around
Questioning the duration of the relationship
I wanna find out
Expressing a desire to explore and understand
I wanna find out
Reiteration of the desire to find out
I wanna find out
-I wanna find out
-Find out (I wanna find)
-Maybe I’m cursed
Repetition of the feeling of being cursed
I’m doomed
Reiteration of a sense of impending doom
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