Lyrics
Call it panic or a mistake
Expressing uncertainty or regret, labeling a situation as panic or a mistake.
I never really thought about what I'd take
Reflecting on not considering consequences or what one would take.
Either way, I chose to disregard you
Choosing to ignore or dismiss someone.
I'm all in a knot, and I guess I messed up
Feeling emotionally tangled, acknowledging a mistake.
I went from caring to not giving a fuck
Transitioning from caring about something to not caring at all.
And I'll never find a way to say I'm sorry
Expressing difficulty in apologizing and finding the right words.
'cause I could hear you,
Reflecting on missed opportunities to communicate or act positively.
and I could see you,
-if I could've been here at another time
-If I would've said something,
-done something,
-let you in at the time
-And now I'm lost out here, astray
Feeling lost and directionless after making a significant error.
I need so badly what I threw away
Expressing a need for something valuable that was discarded.
If you could read my mind, would you even bother?
Questioning if understanding the speaker's thoughts would make a difference to the listener.
So I'll just sit here drugged and dumb,
Choosing escapism through substances and pretending to have fun.
pretending like I'm having fun
-a campfire my remedy for having nothing, nothing better
-Now I'm cold, I'm hot
Describing conflicting emotions and states of being, possibly indicating inner turmoil.
I'm warm, I'm not
-I'm heavy, but I'm a feather
-I'm high, I'm low
Expressing confusion and an inability to regain composure.
I really don't know
-I can't pull myself together
-If I would've said something at the time
Reiterating the regret of not speaking or understanding the other person at the right time.
If I really would've known you
-known me
Expressing a desire for mutual understanding between the speaker and the other person.
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