Lyrics
I'm getting tired of being tired
I'm experiencing fatigue from constant exhaustion.
Let me find what seems to be lost inside
I want to rediscover something that seems to be lost within me.
There has to be something else to fill the bland, to fill the blank
Seeking something more meaningful to fill the emptiness or boredom.
And if its all ideal this way--the way its always been supposed to be,
Questioning the supposed ideal way of life and its impact on the mind.
then why does my mind feel completely ganked?
Despite the ideal scenario, the mind feels overwhelmed or disturbed.
You know it can't be right like this,
Expressing dissatisfaction with the current state of affairs.
'cause everything's spinning around
Feeling disoriented and overwhelmed, as if everything is spinning.
My head, it's like a traffic jam,
Comparing the chaotic state to a traffic jam in the mind.
and it's spinning around and around
The confusion and chaos are persistently spinning in the mind.
You know it can't be right like this,
Reiterating the dissatisfaction with the current situation.
'cause everything's spinning around
A repetition of the disorienting and spinning experience.
I feel like I'm losing my grip,
Sensing a loss of control and stability.
and I'm spinning around and around
Continuing to feel out of control, trapped in a cycle of confusion.
I could say that I'm feeling tough
Expressing a sense of resilience or strength.
I'm gonna say, "I think I've had enough"
Deciding to acknowledge and communicate the need for change.
And everything's gone completely crazy for me--no focus on anything anymore
Describing a state of chaos with a lack of focus on anything.
I know I still have control
Acknowledging personal control but questioning its duration.
But till when?
Raising uncertainty about how long the sense of control will last.
I'll stop to take a break for a while,
Taking a break to reassess the situation.
vow to find something else to indulge
Committing to finding alternative sources of fulfillment.
But every time it's back to where I've been
Expressing the difficulty of breaking away from familiar patterns.
Now I can't come to terms with myself
Struggling to accept oneself and internal conflicts.
Too busy worrying about everything else
Being preoccupied with external worries and distractions.
Wonder if I'll find my relief in time
Questioning the possibility of finding relief within a certain timeframe.
But can there even be anything to find?
Doubting the existence of anything meaningful to discover or attain.
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