Lyrics
Think I might be a masochist
Feeling a tendency towards enjoying pain or discomfort
Cause I never wanna dive all in to the deep end
Resisting fully committing or engaging emotionally
I'm the antagonist
Seeing oneself as the opposing force or character
No, I never wanna drown myself in my feelings
Avoiding getting deeply involved in emotions
Are we an accident
Questioning if the relationship was unintentional
Is it just passionate
Wondering if the connection is purely driven by passion
Or could this be something that's real
Considering if the relationship has potential authenticity
Hate that I'm doubting this
Disliking uncertainty and questioning the relationship
Tryna get out of it
Attempting to distance oneself emotionally
But I fear that
Worrying that...
All I, all I, all I know is how to be alone
Having familiarity with being alone
Thinking lately maybe I should really let you go
Considering letting go of the relationship
Don't know how to put it, please don't take it personal
Struggling to articulate feelings without causing offense
I'm uncomfortable being comfortable
Feeling uneasy when things become too comfortable
I want, I want, I want, I want you to feel like home
Desiring the partner to feel like a comforting place
So tell me why do I keep looking out for something wrong
Continuously seeking flaws or issues in the relationship
Don't know how to put it, please don't take it personal
Expressing discomfort without intending to offend
I'm uncomfortable being comfortable
Uncomfortable with comfort
Am I a narcissist
Questioning if self-centeredness drives actions
If I'd rather hurt you now 'fore you let me down
Prefer causing hurt rather than experiencing it later
Call you an arsonist
Labeling the partner as the potential cause of a relationship's failure
If this all goes up in flames you're the one I'd blame
Attributing potential failure to the partner
Are we an accident
Repeating the uncertainty of the relationship's origin
Is it just passionate
Questioning if the intensity is purely driven by passion
Or could this be something that's real
Contemplating the genuineness of the relationship
Hate that I'm doubting this
Disliking doubt and uncertainty about the relationship
Tryna get out of it
Trying to distance oneself emotionally
But I fear that
Worrying that...
All I, all I, all I know is how to be alone
Having familiarity with being alone
Thinking lately maybe I should really let you go
Considering letting go of the relationship
Don't know how to put it, please don't take it personal
Struggling to articulate feelings without causing offense
I'm uncomfortable being comfortable
Feeling uneasy when things become too comfortable
I want, I want, I want, I want you to feel like home
Desiring the partner to feel like a comforting place
So tell me why do I keep looking out for something wrong
Continuously seeking flaws or issues in the relationship
Don't know how to put it, please don't take it personal
Expressing discomfort without intending to offend
I'm uncomfortable being comfortable
Uncomfortable with comfort
All I, all I, all I know is how to be alone
Having familiarity with being alone
Thinking lately maybe I should really let you go
Considering letting go of the relationship
Don't know how to put it, please don't take it personal
Struggling to articulate feelings without causing offense
I'm uncomfortable being comfortable
Feeling uneasy when things become too comfortable
I want, I want, I want, I want you to feel like home
Desiring the partner to feel like a comforting place
So tell me why do I keep looking out for something wrong
Continuously seeking flaws or issues in the relationship
Don't know how to put it, please don't take it personal
Expressing discomfort without intending to offend
I'm uncomfortable being comfortable
Uncomfortable with comfort
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