Flirt With Boredom
Navigating Despair: Matt Holubowski's Poetic Odyssey
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I blocked your calls
I intentionally avoided answering your calls
Your name is a dreadful nudge
Your name brings unpleasant feelings or memories
When I hit the wall this fall
When faced with a difficult situation or obstacle
The unspeakable thoughts
Refers to thoughts that are too distressing or painful to express
I’m not here at all
Expressing a sense of detachment or being emotionally absent
I don’t want to leave my bed
Reluctance to get out of bed, possibly due to depression or lethargy
I’m stapled to the wall
Feeling stuck or immobilized, possibly metaphorically stapled to a wall
In search of fountainheads
Searching for inspiration or new ideas
I flirt with boredom
Engaging in activities that may seem dull or uninteresting
I lost my words in it
Experiencing a loss of ability to express oneself
I try to think of something else
Attempting to divert thoughts away from a particular subject
But I love to hate myself
Expressing a complex relationship with self, combining love and hate
Spring blossomed just in time
Symbolic reference to a positive change or renewal
To show me a sign of life
Finding a positive sign or encouragement in life
Perhaps her hand is there
Suggesting the possibility of a helping hand in resolving issues
To settle this affair
Dealing with and settling a problematic situation
A fraction of a flower
A small part of beauty or positivity in the midst of mundane tasks
Sits by the lawnmower
An ordinary object in the context of a beautiful setting
Good thing I hesitate
Being cautious or unsure about taking action
To do my chores today
Procrastination or avoidance of responsibilities
To just imagine us
Daydreaming or creating mental images of a relationship
To and fro, runaway
Moving back and forth, possibly indecision or uncertainty
On that old chicken bus
A journey with someone, possibly reflecting on the past
A fatal ricochet
An unintended and harmful rebound or consequence
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