My Secret
Unspoken Desires: Matthijs Sebel's Melodic Confession
Lyrics
The clock showing five, let's call it a day
The workday is ending, and it's time to leave.
She's waving goodbye as I go away
Someone important is bidding farewell as I depart.
If it wasn't for her, I'd quit anyway
Despite challenges, her presence prevents me from quitting.
But she makes it hard not wanting to stay
Her influence makes it difficult to leave willingly.
I'm scared that she might find another lover
Fear of her finding someone else who can provide what I can't.
Who gives here everything, like I can do
Concern that another person might fulfill her needs better.
I'm waiting for the right moment to ask her, If she feels it too
Awaiting the right time to inquire about her feelings.
This is my secret, my own
Emphasizing ownership of a personal secret.
This is my secret, to hold
The secret is something to cherish and keep.
I just want to shout it
An intense desire to express the secret openly.
Can't bear the silence
The silence is unbearable, prompting a need to share.
My body is cold and heart on fire
Experiencing conflicting emotions—cold body, fiery heart.
Because of my secret, It's tough
The secret contributes to internal struggles and toughness.
Unanswered love
An unreciprocated or unfulfilled love.
I try to forget that you're stuck in my mind
Attempting to forget someone who occupies the mind.
I'm hoping it's only a matter of time
Hopeful that the situation will change with time.
Should I fake being deaf, or act like I'm blind
Contemplating whether to ignore or acknowledge reality.
Cause to be real, is crossing the line
Being genuine is challenging and may cross boundaries.
I'm scared that she might find another lover
Reiteration of the fear of her finding someone else.
Who gives here everything, like I can do
Comparing the ability to provide for her with potential rivals.
I'm waiting for the right moment to ask her, If she feels it too
Anticipating the right moment to inquire about her feelings.
This is my secret, my own
Reiterating ownership of a personal secret.
This is my secret, to hold
The secret is something personal to cherish and keep.
I just want to shout it
Expressing a strong desire to openly share the secret.
Can't bear the silence
Emphasizing the difficulty of enduring silence.
My body is cold and heart on fire
Describing intense physical and emotional feelings.
Because of my secret, It's tough
The secret contributes to internal struggles and toughness.
Unanswered love
Reiteration of unreciprocated or unfulfilled love.
My world is designed to be with you
Expressing a world designed to be with the person in mind.
Life can't go on like this forever
An acknowledgment that the current state cannot continue indefinitely.
I can't figure out what I should do
Expressing uncertainty about the path to a happy ending.
To make it a happily ever after
Seeking a way to ensure a blissful future together.
This is my secret, my own
Emphasizing ownership of a personal secret.
This is my secret, to hold
The secret is something personal to cherish and keep.
I just want to shout it
An intense desire to express the secret openly.
Can't bear the silence
Emphasizing the difficulty of enduring silence.
My body is cold and heart on fire
Describing intense physical and emotional feelings.
Because of my secret, It's tough
The secret contributes to internal struggles and toughness.
Unanswered love
Reiteration of unreciprocated or unfulfilled love.
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