Lyrics
I'm too scared for this
Expressing fear and apprehension
Not prepared for this
Feeling unready or unequipped for a situation
I've been running all my life
Continuously avoiding or fleeing from similar wrongdoings
From sins like this
Escaping from past mistakes or transgressions
A total deficit of compassion on mine
Lacking empathy or understanding
I know I'm not expected to forgive
Aware that forgiveness isn't anticipated but finding it challenging to forget
But it's hard when I'll never forget
Struggling to forget despite not being expected to forgive
Why?
Questioning the reason for the situation
I've been waiting for justice
Eagerly anticipating fairness or retribution
Why?
Expressing a desire or hope for resolution
I've been praying for this to come home
Hoping and longing for a resolution to materialize
I've been waiting for justice
Anticipating justice, now realizing it must be sought independently
Now I know I'll have to find it on my own
Understanding the need to seek justice alone
When everyone's always asking me
Receiving inquiries about well-being despite inner struggles
How I'm doing, am I alright
Simple things causing heightened anxiety
And the simplest things
Struggling to find security or safety in life
Bring anxiety
Weighed down by numerous regrets
Can't find safety in my life
Finding it challenging to forget despite not expected to forgive
It's hard enough to live with all these regrets
Questioning the reasons behind the hardships
It's hard enough when I'll never forget
Longing for justice or fairness
Why?
Expressing a desire or hope for resolution
I've been waiting for justice
Hoping and longing for a resolution to materialize
Why?
Anticipating justice, now realizing it must be sought independently
I've been praying for this to come home
Understanding the need to seek justice alone
I've been waiting for justice
Questioning personal culpability for the situation
Now I know I'll have to find it on my own
Feeling incapable of effecting change in the circumstances
Convince me this isn't my fault
Referencing past physical aggression or violation
I couldn't change anything at all
Alluding to past mistreatment or abuse
Hands on me
Feeling disregarded or neglected
Hands put on me
Referencing being physically assaulted
Now forgotten
Being overlooked or disregarded now
Now a trend
Previously disregarded, now becoming a prevalent issue
Not erased but
Not completely forgotten but not appropriately addressed
Not condemned
Neither completely ignored nor fully condemned
Why?
Questioning the reasons behind the hardships
I've been waiting for justice
Longing for justice or fairness
Why?
Expressing a desire or hope for resolution
I've been praying for this to come home
Hoping and longing for a resolution to materialize
I've been waiting for justice
Anticipating justice, now realizing it must be sought independently
Now I know I'll have to find it on my own
Understanding the need to seek justice alone
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