Lyrics
Been a minute since I sat it down and laid one down
Reflecting on a past period and expressing the act of creating.
Captured my emotions at this present moment that's my style
Describing the capturing of emotions as a distinctive style.
A dying breed in game of lying thieves
Identifying oneself as a rarity in a deceitful environment.
I'm the truth I spit it too so no you ain't denying me
Asserting one's authenticity and challenging denial.
I'm back home mid July, I got a week it's flying by
Returning home in mid-July and reflecting on the passage of time.
I been reflecting just how far I've come while looking at the sky
Contemplating personal growth while observing the sky.
I wonder why
Expressing curiosity about life events.
All that's happened happened just the way it did
Accepting past events as they unfolded.
How I'm growing as an artist like I dreamed of as a kid
Highlighting artistic growth aligned with childhood aspirations.
Got some friends we've grown apart thru the years
Narrating the drifting apart of old friendships.
Crazy how you know me better than my current friends still
Acknowledging understanding from old friends compared to current ones.
I come back and we don't link I understand but that shit heavy
Acceptance of the emotional weight when connections fade.
Everybody life go on meanwhile I'm grinding getting ready
Grinding and preparing for the future amid life's ongoing rhythm.
For the next chapter
Anticipation and readiness for the upcoming life phase.
I'm scared of what the future holds
Expressing fear about uncertainties in the future.
What if I'm wrong I'm not the one?
Doubting one's role and significance in the grand scheme.
What's it cost to risk it all?
Contemplating the cost and courage needed to take significant risks.
And can I handle the regret, swear this life is all I know
Concerns about handling potential regrets, emphasizing dedication to the current life.
I love this shit and that's forever I can't ever let it go
Expressing eternal love for the current lifestyle and passion.
The next chapter but I'm scared of what the future holds
Reiteration of fear concerning the unknown future.
What if I'm wrong I'm not the one?
Repeating doubts about personal identity and role.
What's it cost to risk it all?
Revisiting the theme of risks and their potential costs.
And can I handle the regret, swear this life is all I know
Reiterating concerns about handling potential regrets.
I love this shit and that's forever I can't ever let it go
Reaffirmation of love for the current lifestyle and passion.
Crazy how so much can change in just a year
Reflecting on significant changes within a short time frame.
Feel like I missed so many things, memories I'll never share
Feeling the absence of shared memories with others.
Feel like I'm on a path that can't no one around me relate to
Sensing a unique life path that may be isolating.
I look into the mirror and what you know yea I've changed to
Acknowledging personal transformation upon self-reflection.
It'd be harder not to change
Asserting the inevitability of change and the necessity to learn.
Learn from my mistakes and write about it that's the game
Emphasizing learning from mistakes and incorporating them into creative expression.
Don't nobody think I'll take this farther that's a shame
Addressing skepticism about the potential for personal success.
Cause I'm on the cusp of greatness I can feel it in my veins
Expressing a strong belief in achieving greatness.
Yea it's already written why you think you in here listening?
Asserting that destiny is predetermined and listeners are part of it.
It's cause I got a wave you'd have to actually try to miss it
Attributing success to a distinctive and unavoidable presence.
Otherwise it's too attractive yea I'm out here hitting
Highlighting attractiveness and success in current endeavors.
And I'm only getting better with the time that I been given
Stressing continuous improvement with the passage of time.
I know that clocks ticking
Awareness of the ticking clock and the urgency of making a mark.
That window I can make it
Expressing determination to seize the available opportunity.
I got so much to give to the world it drives me crazy
Feeling a sense of responsibility to contribute to the world.
I can't put this down that attraction it's way too strong
Unable to resist the strong attraction to the current lifestyle and passion.
Can't put it down I done practiced for way too long
Reaffirmation of long-term commitment through dedicated practice.
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