Lyrics
I just wanna wake up
I desire to awaken
This ain't no dream this is a nightmare
Current reality is not a dream; it's a nightmare
I don't wanna act up
I don't want to misbehave
I just wanna feel some happiness somewhere
Yearning for happiness in any place
Why did I grow up
Questioning the process of growing up
I just wanna scream and play anywhere
Desire to express and play freely
I don't wanna bring up
Choosing not to mention painful past experiences
All the past scenes that still hurt right here
Refusing to revisit hurtful memories
Now I'm lost in the sauce
Feeling lost and confused
Thought I was a boss
Believed in being a leader
Turns out I'm a failure
Realization of personal failure
Now I'm lost in the sauce
Continued sense of being lost and unsuccessful
Thought I was a boss
Initial belief in being a boss
Turns out I'm a failure
Recognition of personal failure
Wake me up wake me up
Expressing the desire to wake up from the nightmare
This ain't no dream this is a nightmare
Emphasizing that the current state is a nightmare, not a dream
Please wake me up
Pleading to be awakened from the nightmare
I've had enough this is a nightmare
Reaching a point of having had enough of the nightmare
And I fail to see
Unable to comprehend the true meaning of everything
I fail to see what it all really means
Failing to grasp the significance of life
I just wanna be
Expressing the desire to just be
I just wanna be feeling at peace
Seeking inner peace
I just wanna be free
Yearning for freedom
Who said it's fun no it couldn't be me
Rejecting the idea that life is fun
Just count to three
Encouraging someone to calm down
I know you want off the family tree
Suggesting a desire to break away from family ties
Now I'm all alone
Feeling isolated and abandoned
Please don't call my phone
Requesting not to be contacted
Tried to be strong
Attempted strength but feeling vulnerable
I just wanna be gone
Expressing the desire to escape
So help me God
Seeking divine intervention to end emptiness
Get me off this earth cuz I'm empty inside
Expressing a deep sense of emptiness
Why did the days fly by
Questioning the swift passage of time
I've dreaded the moment I was born let's die
Dreading existence and contemplating death
Now I'm lost in the sauce
Reiterating the feeling of being lost and unsuccessful
Thought I was a boss
Initial belief in being a boss
Turns out I'm a failure
Realization of personal failure
Now I'm lost in the sauce
Continued sense of being lost and unsuccessful
Thought I was a boss
Initial belief in being a boss
Turns out I'm a failure
Recognition of personal failure
Wake me up wake me up
Expressing the desire to wake up from the nightmare
This ain't no dream this is a nightmare
Emphasizing that the current state is a nightmare, not a dream
Please wake me up
Pleading to be awakened from the nightmare
I've had enough this is a nightmare
Reaching a point of having had enough of the nightmare
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