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Spineless bastard, a hateful being.
Feeling devoid of courage, a person filled with intense dislike.
I give myself to emptiness for everlasting seeking.
Surrendering to emptiness in a quest for eternal searching.
Disgust and malevolence, filled with screams of agony.
Repulsion and maliciousness, resonating with cries of intense suffering.
Helpless, I'm trapped here, bringing my conscious where it needs to be.
Powerless and confined, guiding consciousness to its necessary destination.
Searching for hope that isn't there.
Seeking hope in a place where it is absent.
A vacant spirit of mind left me wrapped in despair.
An empty state of mind ensnaring the individual in profound hopelessness.
Hate fills this place, surrounded by my demons.
Hatred permeates the surroundings, accompanied by personal demons.
Covered in the blood of something I believed in.
Clothed in the remains of something once believed in, now destroyed.
I pierce my tortured spirit to feel a sense of security.
Piercing one's tormented spirit in a pursuit of security.
A swollen spiral of pain slowly consuming me.
A growing, twisting agony that gradually engulfs the individual.
At the bottom, I feel it in my bones.
Sensing the depths of despair, a profound awareness within the bones.
A dark abyss, my only home.
An abyss of darkness as the sole abode.
Dolorosa.
'Dolorosa' - Latin for sorrowful or painful, expressing deep suffering.
Empty soul.
An existence characterized by an absence of soul.
Swallowed whole.
Completely consumed by the surrounding negativity.
World of hate.
An environment saturated with hatred.
Left alone.
Abandoned and isolated.
I am not who I was.
An acknowledgment of personal transformation, no longer the same person.
Within myself lies a fucked up line of trust.
An internal conflict, a distorted line of trust within oneself.
I crave the pain that is fed to me.
Desiring the pain that is inflicted upon the self.
This is my end.
A declaration of reaching the ultimate conclusion, the end.
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