Lyrics
So many days I've cried myself to sleep at night
Expressing the frequency of crying oneself to sleep, indicating emotional distress.
Not cause I want but something's eating me inside
Describing internal turmoil, a feeling that something is bothering the speaker.
It's hard to tell cause on the out I look divine
Contrasting the external appearance of looking divine with the internal struggles that are not easily visible.
But deep inside I stretch so hard to reach the vine
Describing the internal struggle as reaching for something unattainable, possibly symbolized by "the vine."
I put my heart in this
Emphasizing the emotional investment and sincerity in the speaker's endeavors.
With so much pain beneath
Expressing the depth of pain and difficulty beneath the surface.
It's really hard to feel
Conveying the challenge of experiencing emotions or sensations.
It's really hard to think
Highlighting the difficulty in cognitive processes and decision-making.
It's like I'm drowning I'm Drowning
Using drowning metaphorically to depict overwhelming feelings and struggle.
I'm trying hard to breathe
Expressing the physical and emotional difficulty in maintaining composure.
I'm fading I'm fading
Indicating a sense of fading or losing oneself, possibly in the face of challenges.
Please Can't no body see?
Seeking acknowledgment of the internal struggles that are not easily visible to others.
That I'm blue
Declaring the emotional state of being "blue," synonymous with feeling down or depressed.
It's true
Affirming the truthfulness of the speaker's emotional state.
Can't even see the news
Expressing an inability to engage with or comprehend external events, possibly due to emotional distress.
I'm slowly loosing view
Describing a gradual loss of perspective or understanding.
I'm blue
Reiterating the emotional state of being "blue."
It's true
Reaffirming the truthfulness of the emotional state.
Can't even see the news
Restating the difficulty in engaging with external events or news.
I'm slowly loosing view
Reiterating the gradual loss of perspective or understanding.
Lonely conversation with myself
Describing a solitary and introspective conversation with oneself.
Lately I been feeling like a mess
Expressing recent feelings of being disorganized or in disarray.
Looks like I been sitting on a fence
Comparing the speaker's state to sitting on a fence, possibly feeling indecisive or stuck.
I don't even meet up with my plans
Admitting to not meeting personal plans or goals.
I don't know even know how you put up with my drama
Acknowledging personal drama and expressing uncertainty about how others tolerate it.
If I was in your shoes I don't think I can keep with the trauma
Recognizing the burden the speaker's issues may place on others, expressing doubt about their ability to cope.
I can put my hope in You
Turning to a higher power (God) for hope and support.
So help me God
A plea for divine assistance, indicating a reliance on faith to overcome challenges.
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