Lyrics
This little part of me has died
This little part of the speaker has experienced a loss or change.
As I start to feel something inside
The speaker is becoming aware of some internal emotions or feelings.
It's boiling up
Emotions are intensifying and rising to the surface.
Taking control
These emotions are taking control of the speaker.
Why can't I just let go
The speaker is struggling to release and move on from troubling thoughts.
Of every thought that takes it toll
The burden of negative thoughts is emotionally exhausting.
I cling to them but no one knows
The speaker holds onto these thoughts, but nobody is aware of them.
It's tearing me apart
Emotional pain is causing internal conflict.
And I can't find a place to start
The speaker is having difficulty finding a starting point to address the issues.
Surrounded but feeling alone
Despite being surrounded by others, the speaker feels a sense of isolation.
Something they would never know
Others are unaware of the speaker's struggles.
Cause it's Hidden everyday
The issues faced by the speaker are hidden every day.
Anxiety
The speaker is experiencing anxiety, emphasized by repetition.
Anxiety
-Anxiety
-Maybe I'm just not good enough
The speaker questions their adequacy or self-worth.
I can't fix it now it'll never stop
The problems seem insurmountable, and the speaker feels unable to fix them.
It's who I am
The speaker identifies with their struggles as an integral part of who they are.
It's all I see
The issues dominate the speaker's perception.
The letters sitting next to me
There's a physical representation of the problems ("letters") close to the speaker.
A message for them to decode
The speaker has a message for others to decipher, possibly related to their struggles.
A ticking bomb that will explode
A metaphorical ticking bomb signifies impending emotional explosion.
Things I can't control
There are aspects of life that the speaker cannot influence or control.
I don't know where to go
The speaker is lost and uncertain about the right path to take.
Surrounded but feeling alone
Despite being around others, the speaker still feels a sense of loneliness.
Something they would never know
Others remain oblivious to the speaker's internal struggles.
Cause it's hidden everyday
The daily challenges faced by the speaker remain hidden.
Anxiety
Anxiety persists and remains a constant presence in the speaker's life.
Anxiety
-Anxiety
-I feel them looking at me
The speaker senses judgmental scrutiny from others.
Judging where I'm lacking
Ongoing assessment of the speaker's perceived shortcomings.
Is it all inside my head
The speaker questions whether their issues are solely in their mind.
Why oh why
A plea for understanding or resolution.
Can I not seem to get things right
The speaker expresses frustration with persistent difficulties.
It's overwhelming me
The challenges are becoming overwhelming for the speaker.
It's unpredictable
The situation is unpredictable and uncontrollable.
It just won't let me go
The struggle persists, and the speaker cannot break free.
I am on my own
The speaker is dealing with their issues independently.
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