Lyrics
I'm here sitting in the moon light
I am currently sitting in the moonlight.
I'm turning off my bedroom light
I am turning off the light in my bedroom.
Keep telling me what I should be like
Others are advising me on what I should be like.
This doesn't feel right
I feel uncomfortable or uneasy about this advice.
I stay up thinking
I spend my time thinking.
Reminding me bout all my life mistakes
Reflection on mistakes made in my life is keeping me awake.
Close my eyes
I close my eyes, possibly to escape or ignore the thoughts.
Pretend its just a game
I pretend that the situation is just a game.
I don't know what I'd rather do
I am uncertain about what I would prefer to do.
I'm just trying to make it through
I am striving to navigate and endure challenges.
Another day or two
I am looking forward to another day or two.
Cause I just want to see your smile
My motivation is to witness your smile.
There is still time down the road
There is still time ahead in the journey of life.
I'll make things up as I go
I will improvise and figure things out as I proceed.
So don't worry about me
Others shouldn't be concerned about me.
I promise you'll see me soon
I assure you that you will see me soon.
Promise you'll see me soon
A reaffirmation of the promise to be seen soon.
I'm stuttering with words
I am having difficulty expressing myself verbally.
Cause you want to understand
You want to comprehend my feelings, but it's challenging.
But I don't know what I am feeling now
I am unsure about my current emotions.
Anxiety
Anxiety has become a part of me.
Its now apart of me
It is acknowledged that anxiety is now a component of my identity.
I'm trying
I am actively attempting to change myself today.
To make me into something new today
The goal is to transform into something new.
I don't know what I'd rather do
Similar to line 11, uncertainty about preferences.
I'm just trying to make it through
I am persistently trying to overcome challenges.
Another day or two
Looking forward to enduring another day or two.
Cause I just want to see your smile
Reiteration of the desire to witness your smile.
There is still time down the road
Time is still available in the future.
I'll make things up as I go
I will adapt and make decisions as I move forward.
So don't worry about me
Reassurance to others not to worry about my well-being.
I promise you'll see me soon
A repetition of the promise that you will see me soon.
Promise you'll see me soon
Reaffirmation of the commitment to be seen soon.
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