Lyrics
Why am I still awake?
Expressing confusion or contemplation about staying awake despite the knowledge of an early work commitment.
Don't I know I work at 8?
Questioning the awareness of having a job at 8 AM despite being awake at the moment.
It's a crowded room in my brain
Describing the mind as a crowded space filled with thoughts.
Thoughts like to reverberate
Acknowledging that thoughts tend to echo or linger in the mind.
Thought I put you in your grave?
Suggesting a struggle with letting go of something or someone, questioning if it's truly gone.
But I still got a couple more
Indicating the persistence of lingering thoughts or emotions.
Things I'd like to say to you
Expressing a desire to communicate additional thoughts or feelings to someone.
But you don't like change
Noting a resistance to change in the mentioned person.
Run in circles till we faint
Describing a repetitive and futile behavior of running in circles until exhaustion.
Why can't I be the one to be
Expressing a desire to be the one engaged in activities or socializing.
Out doin something lately?
Conveying a feeling of loneliness despite the wish to be more active or involved.
I'm so lonely
Repeating the feeling of loneliness for emphasis or intensity.
I'm so lonely
-I'm so lonely
-I'm so lonely
-Stopped rejecting all this pain
Deciding to confront and accept emotional pain instead of avoiding it.
It's time I'm honest with myself
Acknowledging the necessity of honesty regarding personal emotions.
Being this lonely is a shame
Expressing shame or regret about the extent of loneliness experienced.
But I still try to blame
Attempting to shift blame for loneliness onto external factors.
It helps to deal with all my
Suggesting that blaming helps cope with self-hate or internal struggles.
Self hate
Acknowledging the presence of self-hate as a challenging emotion.
Spent all damn day alone
Describing a prolonged period of isolation and the emotional toll it takes.
Days turn into weeks
-Weeks turn into months
-I'm locked up in oblivion
-Hopelessly looking for a gun
-Yeah
Expressing a sense of desperation or hopelessness in the search for a solution.
Why can't I be the one to be
Reiterating the desire to be engaged in activities or socializing.
Out doin something lately
Repeating the expression of loneliness, possibly emphasizing its intensity.
I'm so lonely
-I'm so lonely
-I'm so lonely
-I'm so lonely
-i'm so lonely
Further emphasizing and intensifying the feeling of loneliness through repetition.
i'm so lonely
-i'm so lonely
-i'm so lonely
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