Party Alone
Alone in the Abyss: A Heartbreaking Journey
Lyrics
I wake up and forgot what happened
Waking up and experiencing memory loss, unsure of recent events.
I blacked out did I do another line
Wondering if drug use occurred during the blackout.
I'm so sad and my life's so tragic
Feeling deep sadness and describing life as tragic.
But it's okay in the end cause ill be fine
Optimistically believing things will eventually be okay.
But now I party alone there always asking me why
Choosing to party alone, facing questions from others.
I tell them that I'm alright really I'm dying inside
Misleading others about feeling fine when internally struggling.
I'm better of on my own
Believing it's better to be alone.
It's just the way my life goes
Accepting life's trajectory as a pattern.
I wake up and realize that I'll always be alone
Realizing a perpetual state of loneliness upon waking up.
Ain't no love when you're this lost you always feel so cold
Feeling a lack of love and constant emotional coldness.
Ain't no trust I thought you where the fucking one
Losing trust in someone believed to be the right partner.
Could be my love but then you went and fucked it up
Blaming a person for ruining a potential relationship.
Come fuck it up just spark a blunt and pour my cup
Using substances to cope and escape emotional pain.
Cant love no one my soul is dark I'm on my own
Feeling incapable of loving due to inner darkness.
Don't trust no hoe and Rest In Peace to all my bro's
Being wary of trusting others and mourning lost friends.
Well meet again I'll take a trip to Neverland
Expressing a desire to escape reality and revisit childhood.
I wake up and forget what happened
Repeating the experience of forgetting recent events upon waking up.
I wake up and forgot what happened
Reiterating the confusion after waking up.
I blacked out did I do another line
Questioning drug use during a blackout.
I'm so sad and my life's so tragic
Reiterating feelings of deep sadness and life's tragic nature.
But it's okay in the end cause ill be fine
Remaining hopeful that things will eventually improve.
But now I party alone
Continuing to choose solitary partying.
I'll be fine
Reaffirming the belief of eventual personal improvement.
There always asking me why but now I party alone
Addressing repeated questioning about solo partying.
I'll be fine
Reiterating the belief in personal well-being despite partying alone.
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