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I be thinking this shit in my head
I contemplate these thoughts internally
Like what if? It's like, I love them
Considering the possibility of love
But I don't wanna mess up
Despite my fear of messing things up
What we had you know?
Preserving the special connection we had
I wish I didn't deny
I regret denying my feelings
And let all the lies get in my head
Allowing lies to influence my thoughts
Uh, I put on a disguise
I wear a disguise to conceal pain
Just to hide away from the pain, uh
Hiding from emotional distress
Now it's up and gone and I found someone
Now, I've moved on and found genuine love
That loves me for me and not what I do
Someone who loves me for who I am, not my actions
And if I can't stop making
Struggling with the fear of repeating mistakes
All my past mistakes i feel like I'll lose
Fearing potential loss if I can't overcome past errors
The past is the devil's back
The past symbolizes negativity
And love is my enemy won't let it get to me
Love is portrayed as an adversary
In love in the energy, oh
Not allowing love to affect me negatively
The past is the devil's back
Reiterating the negative impact of the past
And love is my enemy won't let it get to me
Love is still considered an adversary
In love in the energy
Emphasizing the struggle with love
My life been full of snakes in holes
My life has been filled with deceitful people
That grab my soul and heart
They harm my soul and heart
And throw it away
Causing emotional devastation
I thought that nicotine was gonna help
Believing nicotine would provide solace
But it fucking ruined my day
Realizing it only worsened my day
Now I finally realized
Recognizing the escape provided by a loved one
That with you I've escaped
You are the positive force in my life
You're the wind beneath my sails
Your presence guides me
Your clouds will blow us away
Challenges won't break our connection
You see love is my enemy, but it's okay
Love is acknowledged as an adversary
Cause I know you would fill the void
Accepting that you can fill the emptiness
Of years of panicking states
Replacing years of anxiety with love
I picked you from a garden
Choosing a loved one like picking a beautiful flower
You resembled the rose, petals are pretty
Comparing the loved one to a rose with pretty petals
What I'm saying is won't let you go
Declaring the commitment to hold on
The past is the devil's back
The past symbolizes negativity once more
And love is my enemy won't let it get to me
Love remains a challenging adversary
In love in the energy, oh
Not allowing love to have a negative impact
The past is the devil's back
Reiterating the negative impact of the past
And love is my enemy won't let it get to me
Love continues to be a formidable opponent
In love in the energy
Emphasizing the ongoing struggle with love
Breath whatever
A brief mention of breathing and laughter
Laughing
Expressing joy or amusement
Alright, alright, play that shit back
An affirmative statement, possibly requesting a replay
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