Blame It on the City
Urban Confessions: Battling Inner Turmoil Amidst Familiarity
Lyrics
Every time I'm here it hits me
Reflecting on the emotional impact of being in a specific location.
But I still try to make the best
Despite the emotional impact, making an effort to handle the situation positively.
I love my friends I love my family
Expressing love for friends and family, emphasizing a contradiction with feelings of depression.
So why am I still so depressed
Pondering the reason for persistent feelings of depression despite love for relationships.
I'm just sitting here on my own nowhere to go
Feeling isolated with nowhere to go, emphasizing loneliness.
Never felt so far from home
Expressing a deep sense of displacement and being far from one's true home.
But I grew up in these rooms
Reflecting on growing up in familiar surroundings or circumstances.
Maybe it's the weather or the time zone
Suggesting external factors like weather or time zone as potential causes for emotional distress.
The ocean's on the wrong side of the road on my drive home
Highlighting a geographical disorientation during the drive home, symbolizing internal confusion.
Maybe it is something deeper in me
Speculating on deeper personal issues contributing to the emotional state.
But I don't wanna look that hard I'll blame it on the city
Choosing to avoid confronting personal issues by attributing them to the city.
Blame it on the city
Reiterating the decision to blame the city for personal struggles.
Feel them looking round the table
Sensing judgment from others and feeling scrutinized during a gathering.
Wondering why I can't be content
Questioning one's inability to find contentment, despite external expectations.
I don't have answers to their questions
Admitting a lack of answers to others' inquiries about personal well-being.
I try to speak but they can tell
Struggling to articulate feelings, leading others to recognize internal turmoil.
I'm just sitting here on my own nowhere to go
Reiterating the sense of isolation and aimlessness.
Never felt so far from home
Reemphasizing the profound distance from a place of comfort.
But I grew up in these rooms
Recalling the upbringing within familiar environments.
Maybe it's the weather or the time zone
Speculating on external factors like weather or time zone as potential causes for emotional distress (repeated).
The ocean's on the wrong side of the road on my drive home
Reiterating the disorientation during the drive home (repeated).
Maybe it is something deeper in me
Repeating the speculation about deeper personal issues affecting the emotional state.
But I don't wanna look that hard I'll blame it on the city
Continuing to avoid self-reflection by attributing struggles to the city (repeated).
I just gotta get back to California
Expressing a desire to return to California as a solution to mental struggles.
I guess my messed up mind is easier to ignore there
Suggesting that personal issues are easier to ignore in a specific location.
I know it's probably something deeper in me
Acknowledging the likelihood of deeper personal issues but avoiding exploration.
But I don't wanna look that hard I'll blame it on the city
Reiterating the choice to blame the city for personal challenges (repeated).
Blame it on the city, oh
Repeating the decision to attribute personal struggles to the city.
Blame it on the city, oh
Reiterating the blame on the city (repeated).
I'm gonna blame it on
Stating the intention to attribute difficulties to the city.
Blame it on the city
Repeating the resolution to blame the city for personal challenges (repeated).
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