Lyrics
I wish I was exceptional
I desire to be extraordinary
And I hope it's just a matter of time
I hope that being exceptional is just a matter of time
Before I come back to life
I anticipate a revival or positive change in my life
I hope it's just a matter of time
I wish for a positive transformation, hoping it's just a matter of time
Before I go back to feeling like this is therapeutic
I want to return to a state where I find this therapeutic
I tend to not feel anything
I often experience a lack of emotions
When I haven't written anything
I feel numb when I haven't expressed myself through writing
I haven't scheduled anything in
I haven't planned or organized anything in my life
Thought that I should mention that I have the same questions
I want to point out that I still have unresolved questions from a year ago
That I had a year ago
Uncertainty about whether to reach out or let go
Should I reach out or let go
Expressing uncertainty about maintaining or ending a connection
I trust your intentions
I believe in your sincerity
But I'm concerned where your head is
I'm worried about where your thoughts or intentions are
You're so quick to assume Im the only one who needs to digest
You quickly assume I'm the only one struggling to understand
I can't picture myself in your shoes
I can't imagine being in your situation
I can't even walk to save my life
I struggle even with basic tasks
I get way too lost in the blues sometimes
I often get deeply lost in sadness
And I'm a goddamn wreck
I am emotionally distressed
I feel bleak at my best
Even at my best, I feel gloomy
That's as good as it gets
This is the best I can be, and it's not good
And I don't know what to believe in anymore
I'm uncertain about what to believe in
There's a weight on my chest
I feel a heavy burden on my chest
And I'm too fucking invested
I am overly committed or emotionally invested
There's so much mistrust
There's a pervasive sense of mistrust
This anxious chapter has gone too long
This period of anxiety has persisted for too long
I'll try to stop telling myself there's more to be done
I will attempt to stop convincing myself that there's more to be done
And I'm stuck
I feel trapped or unable to progress
You don't care either way if I get up
You seem indifferent to whether I overcome my struggles
It's easier to smile and wave goodbye while you leave me in the dust
It's easier for you to casually say goodbye and leave me behind
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