No Control
Unraveling Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
I kinda hate the way I'm wired
I feel a dislike for the way I am naturally inclined or programmed
My mind's always on fire
My thoughts are always intense or active
I can't change it
I am unable to alter or modify it
I can't change it
Despite the desire, I cannot change my mental state
Can't stop myself from talking
I have difficulty controlling my urge to communicate
Nobody's got solutions
No one has effective answers or solutions
I can't change it
I'm resigned to the fact that I cannot change it
I can't change it, no
Despite the wish, I cannot change my mental state
I spill my worries 'cause it's all that I can do
I express my anxieties because it's the only action available to me
When there's no,
When there's no particular solution
No control
I experience a lack of authority or influence
Another day, another problem
Each day presents a new challenge
Still circling a place I can't get inside of
I'm still stuck outside a place I cannot access
It's a never ending cycle
Life feels like an endless, repetitive cycle
My mind is stuck inside of
My thoughts are trapped in this cycle
Can't escape it
I cannot break free from it
I can't escape it, no
Despite the desire, I cannot escape my mental state
I'll keep on trying like there's something I can do
I will persist in trying, although it seems futile
When there's no,
When there's no clear authority or influence
No control
I experience a lack of control
What do I worry for?
Why do I experience anxiety?
Why do I have these questions?
What is the purpose of my questioning?
Nobody's keeping score,
No one is keeping track of my actions
So what's the point in asking?
So there's no point in seeking answers
How do I stop this ride?
How can I put an end to this turbulent experience?
How do I end this movie?
How can I bring this challenging phase to a close?
Where is the finish line?
Where is the conclusion or resolution?
Am I stuck in this losing
Am I trapped in this ongoing struggle?
In this losing, in this losing
I feel lost in this continuous battle
What do I worry for?
Why do I experience anxiety?
Why do I have these questions?
What is the purpose of my questioning?
Nobody's keeping score,
No one is keeping track of my actions
So what's the point in asking?
So there's no point in seeking answers
How do I stop this ride?
How can I put an end to this turbulent experience?
How do I end this movie?
How can I bring this challenging phase to a close?
Where is the finish line?
Where is the conclusion or resolution?
Am I stuck in this losing
Am I trapped in this ongoing struggle?
Battle I chose to fight
This is a conflict I willingly entered into
After a year debating
After a year of contemplation, I chose between two options
Which of the two was right
As if I have control over my destiny
Like I control my fate and
Now, I find myself in a familiar situation
Now here I go again
Starting the same process again
I'm running down the spiral
I'm repeating a downward spiral
'Cause I've got no control
Because I lack control over my circumstances
But I'll make sure I'm trying
But I will ensure that I make an effort
I'll make sure I'm trying
I will ensure that I keep making an effort
No control
A state of lacking control
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