Manic Upswings
Navigating Love's Labyrinth: Manic Upswings Unveiled
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I want to wake up
I desire to escape from my current state.
from the rattlesnake nightmare
I experience disturbing dreams involving rattlesnakes.
I’ve been living
I've been existing in a questionable state.
if you could even call this living
This existence might not truly be considered living.
living without you
I am living without you.
I betray myself this time of night
During this time of night, I betray my own feelings.
why am I like this?
I question why I exhibit certain behaviors.
maybe it’s because I’m too afraid to face
Perhaps it's due to my fear of confronting...
My reality without you
...the reality of my life without you.
Reality without you
Emphasizing the harsh reality without you.
I looked for you in every bottle
I search for you in every bottle (possibly metaphorical).
And still couldn’t find you
Despite searching, I cannot find you.
I pray for you in downward spirals
I pray for you during downward spirals in life.
I never could figure you out
I struggle to understand you.
Never could figure you out
Reiterating the difficulty in understanding you.
Year after year you drifted away
Over the years, you have distanced yourself.
Off in the distance
You drift away, becoming distant.
Silently adjusting
You silently adjust and adapt away from me.
Your way out of my life
You find a way out of my life.
I looked for you in every bottle
Similar to line 25, seeking you in substances.
And still couldn’t find you
Despite the search, you remain elusive.
My pentagram my holy bible
Reference to significant personal symbols (pentagram, holy bible).
I never could figure you out
Continued struggle to understand you.
I see you in psychotic daydreams
I perceive you in unsettling daydreams.
And still never knew you
Despite perceptions, true understanding eludes me.
You send me into manic upswings
Your influence causes intense emotional swings.
I never could figure you out
The struggle to comprehend you persists.
Never could figure you out
Reiteration of the ongoing difficulty in understanding you.
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