Son of Amittai
Navigating Chaos Within: Son of Amittai's Odyssey
Lyrics
You are falling out, no I can't hear you
You are distancing yourself, and I cannot hear you.
And the way your filling out my ears
You are occupying my thoughts and senses.
With all the noise I try to avoid
There's unwanted noise that I'm trying to avoid.
You say I'm paranoid, well I am, it's my mind
You accuse me of being paranoid, but it's my mind's nature.
Have you ever tried to be in here?
Have you ever tried to understand my perspective?
Heard a siren before, calling to war?
Have you experienced the urgency of a siren, calling to war?
So let me go, and put me on a boat
Let me go, release me, and expose me to new experiences.
And push so I can feel those waves crashing into me
Push me towards challenges so that I can feel their impact.
Trapped by control, dissecting holes
Feeling confined by external control, causing internal damage.
My mind's a shipwreck let it be
Accept the chaotic state of my mind, like a shipwreck.
Ain't got no time for empathy
There's no time for empathy in my current state.
Was I just falling out? Wait, what did you say?
Was I misunderstood or ignored? What did you say?
You were who? Saying what? Was it even to me?
Confusion about the communicator and the message directed at me.
I don't know, how do I cope?
Uncertainty about how to deal with the situation.
Cause there's an aura around me, I'm absent-minded
An aura surrounds me, indicating absent-mindedness.
But I'm present somewhere else inside a glow
I am physically present but mentally elsewhere, within a glow.
Chaos unfold!
The unfolding of chaos in my life.
So let me go, and put me on a boat
Reiteration of the desire to be set free and experience new things.
And push so I can feel those waves crashing into me
Yearning for the impact of challenges and experiences.
Trapped by control, dissecting holes
Feeling constrained, causing internal damage like a shipwreck.
My mind's a shipwreck let it be
No time for empathy in the midst of chaos.
Ain't got no time for empathy
Continued lack of time and understanding for empathy.
I can't break free, I'll wait it out
Unable to break free from the current situation, choosing to wait.
Maybe if I don't see, it all will leave
Avoiding the harsh realities in the hope that they will disappear.
Is it foul to think you're special for trying
Questioning the morality of considering oneself special for making an effort.
Maybe if I don't live, my echo means something
Contemplating the significance of existence and impact even in absence.
I can't break free, can't wait it out
Feeling trapped and unable to wait it out any longer.
Maybe action's what I need, am I special for trying?
Considering the need for action and questioning the value of trying.
Oh god, I see, but the next moment I'm fading
An acknowledgment of understanding, followed by a sudden fade in comprehension.
Can I wait it out, is it an action to stay waiting?
Contemplating whether waiting is an action in itself.
Go and put me on a boat, and push
Repeating the desire to be set free and experience new things.
So I can feel those waves crashing into me
Seeking the impact of challenges and experiences.
Trapped by control, dissecting holes
Continued feeling of being constrained, causing internal damage.
My mind's a shipwreck let it be
Acceptance of the chaotic state of the mind, resembling a shipwreck.
Ain't got no time for empathy
No time or inclination for empathy in the midst of personal turmoil.
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