Lyrics
Haven't been as good as my momma tells them
Haven't lived up to the positive image my mother paints of me.
Energy, exchanging my raw emotions
Experiencing a deep emotional exchange and vulnerability.
Shed a tear, reminding myself I'm broken
Expressing sadness and acknowledging personal brokenness.
Memories, I find myself fucking frozen
Feeling stuck and unable to move forward due to memories.
Wish I'd do well under pressure
Desiring success in challenging situations.
Told my last girl that I'm done
Declaring the end of a past relationship.
Fuck a best friend
Rejecting the idea of relying on a best friend.
I ain't asking anyone to hold my hand
Independently facing challenges without seeking support.
Count my blessings
Recognizing and appreciating one's blessings.
Everlasting love, I can't ever attain
Expressing difficulty in achieving lasting love.
Can we keep our past alive?
Questioning the possibility of maintaining a connection with the past.
Got big dreams and I'll run at it, beeline
Having ambitious dreams and pursuing them directly.
Cat got tongue, everybody act feline
Noticing a lack of speech in others, resembling feline behavior.
Hopeless kid on his own, I've been that
Feeling hopeless and alone in personal struggles.
Two more hours in the back? I feel that
Expressing empathy with someone spending time alone.
Got big dreams and I'll run at it, beeline
Reiterating determination to pursue big dreams.
Cat got tongue, everybody act feline
Noting the silence or reluctance in others, resembling feline behavior.
I know what I deserve
Acknowledging one's self-worth and what is deserved.
I do everything wrong
Recognizing personal mistakes and missteps.
I'm here
Present and engaged in the current moment.
Don't wanna say too much
Choosing not to reveal too much information.
I'm cursed with bad luck
Feeling cursed and plagued by bad luck.
Yet, I'm here
Despite challenges, still being present and alive.
It took fucking months
Overcoming a challenging period that took months.
To get over that shit
Reflecting on overcoming past difficulties.
But I'm here
Despite hardships, still existing and enduring.
Is anyone there?
Seeking connection and questioning the presence of others.
I can't help myself
Expressing difficulty in self-help and reliance on others.
I can't help myself
Repeating the struggle with self-help.
And all of these things I've been meaning to say
Unveiling thoughts and feelings that were kept inside.
I'm terrified
Admitting fear and anxiety about these revelations.
I'm terrified
Reiterating the feeling of being terrified.
My bedroom is filled with familiar things
Surrounded by familiar items in a personal space.
I can't help myself
Struggling with self-help and reliance on others, again.
I can't help myself
Repeating the ongoing difficulty in self-help.
Haven't been as good as my momma tells them
Repeating the acknowledgment of not meeting maternal expectations.
Energy, exchanging my raw emotions
Reiterating the experience of deep emotional exchange.
Shed a tear, reminding myself I'm broken
Repeating the expression of sadness and brokenness.
Memories, I find myself fucking frozen
Reiterating the feeling of being stuck due to memories.
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