Klawing
Klawing Within: A Descent into Inner Chaos
Lyrics
I'm locked stocked and loaded with nowhere to go
I feel stuck and prepared for something, but there's no direction.
Hoping that nobody knows
Hoping to keep my struggles or intentions concealed.
How much I'm ready to blow
Ready to explode emotionally or mentally.
Presently there's a precedent
Currently facing a situation similar to others in the past.
pressing me to the precipice
Feeling pressured and pushed to a dangerous edge.
Endlessly with no evidence
Enduring difficulties without any clear proof or support.
Incorrectly intelligent
Intelligence being misused or misunderstood.
Everlasting irrelevance
Perpetual irrelevance or insignificance.
Doomed to be a degenerate
Fated to be a morally corrupt individual.
Went to hell for the hell of it
Went through hardships for the sake of it, facing consequences.
And got stuck in that element
Stuck in a troublesome situation.
It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks
Feeling mentally trapped and confused.
Ripping at my eyes to see
Experiencing internal conflict, desperate to understand.
It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box
Physically confined, struggling for freedom like a trapped rat.
Klawing at my flesh just to be free
Desperation to break free, resorting to self-harm.
Fucking let me out of this nightmare I'm imprisoned in
Pleading to be released from a mental nightmare.
Pressure builds in my skull, I think I'm giving in
Feeling overwhelmed, considering giving in to pressure.
to the urge to destroy every last thing within, myself
Contemplating self-destruction to avoid harming others.
Better me than to lose it on someone else
Choosing personal suffering over causing pain to others.
Got to escape this mind that's raped, it's time to break
Recognizing the need to escape a tormented mind.
It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks
Reiteration of feeling mentally lost and trapped.
Ripping at my eyes to see
Continued struggle to gain clarity in a chaotic mind.
It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box
Repeating the sense of physical and mental entrapment.
Klawing at my flesh just to be free
Continued desperation and self-inflicted pain for freedom.
Well I'm dying inside again
Expressing internal suffering and decay.
Here and now, this could be the end
Recognizing a critical moment where things might end.
I'm not as weak as I once was
Claiming inner strength despite the challenging situation.
I'm not as strong as I'm gonna be
Acknowledging personal growth and potential.
I'm not as dumb as you thought I was
Rejecting underestimation from others.
Cause I can see the shit you try to pull on me
Seeing through deceitful actions directed at oneself.
It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks
Reiteration of being mentally lost and struggling.
Ripping at my eyes to see
Continued effort to gain clarity despite challenges.
It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box
Persisting in the struggle for physical and mental freedom.
Klawing at my flesh just to be free
Continued desperation and self-inflicted pain for freedom.
Well I'm dying inside again
Reiterating internal suffering and decay.
Here and now this could be the end
Emphasizing the gravity of the current situation.
So now the question has been answered
Past uncertainties or doubts have been resolved.
but will the answer be questioned
Pondering if the resolved answer will be questioned again.
and at the end of it all
Reflecting on the ultimate lesson learned from the experience.
what's the lesson?
Raising the question of the overall meaning or purpose.
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