Buried and Blue
Unveiling the Struggle: Modern Error's 'Buried and Blue' Meaning
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Recovery, where have you been?
Asking where the process of recovery has been.
Save me from myself killing belief.
Desiring rescue from self-destructive tendencies.
I never thought Id want to lose myself at all
Expressing surprise at the desire to lose oneself.
To close my eyes a bid farewell
Choosing to close one's eyes and say goodbye.
Drown in the fact that I'm not someone else
Feeling trapped in one's own identity.
So let me leave from this hell, and let me relearn to be myself
Yearning to escape torment and rediscover personal identity.
I find it hard speaking out, to try and find what's not in myself
Struggling to express oneself and find internal missing aspects.
When every body else is living their life proud
Observing others living proudly while feeling disconnected.
I'm waiting for the misery to fall and die in me
Waiting for despair to fade away.
No belief is killing me
Realizing the absence of belief is detrimental.
Cut deep and don't hold back
Urging for deep honesty without reservations.
I don't see you in myself
Unable to recognize oneself in their actions.
I can't seem to breathe in and start recovering
Struggling to initiate the process of recovery.
Let down and shut me out
Feeling rejected and isolated.
Relapse to turning back
Reverting to old habits despite efforts.
It's hard to face me when these scars won't heal at all, et them be visible
Difficulty in confronting personal scars and their visibility.
I am breaking down slowly to all my 'if only's'
Slowly succumbing to regrets and missed opportunities.
Maybe I cared too much but that was not enough
Realizing that caring deeply wasn't sufficient.
The contentment and dedication left my arteries
Noticing a loss of fulfillment and commitment.
It's not coming back my way.
Accepting that certain aspects won't return.
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