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Inner Struggles Unveiled: North Hall's Reusable Toilet Paper
Lyrics
Why can't you just say what I wanna hear
Expressing frustration over the lack of hearing desired words.
All you do is sit there and domineer
Describing someone as dominating and controlling in their demeanor.
Every time that I end up feeling proud of myself
Feeling proud, but being brought down by someone's negative input.
You just come in, and give me something I can dwell
Receiving feedback that leads to dwelling on negative thoughts.
I don't want to feel like I don't do anything right
Expressing a desire to avoid feeling inadequate or incapable.
You are my own villain because I cant help but listen
Attributing the negative influence to an internal "villain."
You are in my head with your words and it will never not hurt
Highlighting the lasting impact of hurtful words on thoughts.
Ironically
Using irony to underscore the complexity of the situation.
You are me and figuratively
Acknowledging a connection between the speaker and the negative force.
I can't breath and I just can't be
Feeling restricted and unable to be oneself due to external pressure.
What you want me to be because you
Resisting conformity to someone else's expectations.
Are a better me
Viewing the negative force as a superior version of oneself.
Overthinking starts every contemplation
Identifying a pattern of overthinking at the beginning of contemplation.
An explanation for any agitation
Linking agitation to a need for explanations and understanding.
Due to insecurities stuck in security it ruins my head because it needs help
Describing how insecurities affect mental well-being and seek help.
I don't want to feel like I have to do everything right
Expressing a desire to avoid the pressure of doing everything perfectly.
You are my own villain because I cant help but listen
Reiterating the internal struggle with the perceived villain.
You are in my head with your words and it will never not hurt
Emphasizing the enduring impact of hurtful words on emotions.
Ironically
Repeating the ironic connection between the speaker and the negative force.
You are me and figuratively
Continuing to express the internal conflict and figurative connection.
I can't breath and I just can't be
Conveying the struggle to be oneself due to external expectations.
What you want me to be because you
Rejecting conformity to meet someone else's standards.
Are a better me
Viewing the negative force as a superior version of oneself.
Ironically
Reiterating the ironic nature of the connection between the speaker and negativity.
You are me and figuratively
Restating the figurative link between the speaker and the negative force.
I can't breath and I just can't be
Expressing difficulty in being oneself due to external pressures.
What you want me to be because you
Resisting conforming to someone else's expectations.
Are a better me
Reiterating the view of the negative force as a superior version of oneself.
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