Lyrics
Fuck it I'm afraid of everything
Fearful of everything, expressing a sense of dread or anxiety.
I'm such a fake
Feeling like a fraud or not genuine in one's identity.
I'm such a fake
Reiterating a sense of being fake or not true to oneself.
I see my shadow and I flinch
Reacting nervously to one's own shadow, possibly symbolizing internal struggles.
Like it's the end of everything
Reacting dramatically to a perceived threat or crisis.
My heart grew legs
Metaphorical expression suggesting intense emotional turmoil.
It's trying to escape my chest
Describing a sensation of inner turmoil manifesting physically.
The doctor tried to give me meds
Refers to a medical professional attempting to prescribe medication.
But they just make me fuckin sick
Expressing negative side effects or aversion to prescribed medication.
Eyes wide open 6AM
Being awake early in the morning, possibly indicating insomnia or anxiety.
I see the end
Perceiving an imminent end or conclusion.
I see the end
Repeating the anticipation of an approaching end.
Perform a ritual that no one knows inside my head
Engaging in a private or personal ritual not shared with others.
I used to love to be alone
Previously enjoyed solitude, but now feeling overwhelmed by thoughts.
But now my thoughts control the room
Thoughts dominating the internal space and impacting emotions.
'Death by rumination' on my tombstone
Describing a potential cause of death as excessive contemplation.
On my tombstone
Reiterating the idea of mental struggles leading to potential demise.
My heart grew legs
Repetition of the metaphorical heart with legs, emphasizing inner unrest.
It's trying to escape my chest
Continuing the description of inner turmoil.
I looked up 'Can you think yourself to death?'
Searching for information on the possibility of thinking oneself to death.
And it said 'yes'
Confirmation that excessive thinking can lead to self-destructive consequences.
I'm crying now
Expressing emotional distress through tears.
I don't feel safe anywhere
Feeling unsafe in any environment, highlighting emotional vulnerability.
Even when I'm in my home alone
Even in the safety of home, there's a sense of insecurity.
My own mind might be the death of me
Fear that one's own thoughts could lead to personal demise.
And I can't tell anyone
Isolation in personal struggles, unable to confide in anyone.
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