Lyrics
I know it's no good
I am aware that it's not beneficial
I do it anyway
Despite the knowledge, I still engage in the behavior
I escape my judging mind
I find a way to escape my critical thoughts
Just like yesterday
Similar to what happened in the past
Escaping is all I do
Escape is a recurring theme in my life
I have scars you see
I bear visible emotional wounds
Happy is in that pill
Happiness is sought in a pill
My mind feels free
Taking the pill provides a sense of mental liberation
I won't throw myself away
I won't give up on myself
I will stay another day
I am committed to surviving another day
Feeling confined and restricted
My cornucopia
My abundance of emotions, whether positive or negative
I have scars you cannot see
I carry internal scars that are not visible
Happy is that pill
Seeking happiness through medication
My mind feels free
The pill grants a sense of mental freedom
Escaping all I do
Escaping remains a dominant coping mechanism
I won't throw myself away
I am determined not to succumb to self-destruction
I will stay another day
I choose to endure and live another day
My claustrophobia
Feeling confined and restricted, possibly in various aspects
My cornucopia
My life is a mixture of abundance and confinement
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