bitter
Escaping Bitter Thoughts: Shallow Pools' Reflections
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I’m overthinking
I am engaging in excessive and repetitive thoughts.
My every move
I scrutinize and question every action I take.
I’m second-guessing
I doubt myself and hesitate, pretending to be calm.
Playing it cool
I act nonchalant, trying to appear unaffected.
Stuck in the winter
I feel emotionally stuck and cold, akin to winter.
Cold in my veins
There's a sense of emotional numbness in my veins.
I’m growing numb, I’m
I'm becoming emotionally desensitized, stuck in one place.
Frozen in place
I am frozen and unable to move forward.
I push myself away
I distance myself from others, leaving a bitter feeling.
Like a bitter taste
This emotional withdrawal feels unpleasant, like a bitter taste.
I try to erase
I attempt to eliminate or forget unwanted thoughts.
Thoughts I can’t escape
I struggle to escape persistent thoughts haunting me.
Filling up my days
My days are filled with these challenging thoughts.
Always on replay
Repetitive thoughts play in my mind over and over.
Trapped at the surface
I feel confined and unable to break through surface emotions.
Been digging deep
I've been introspective, trying to understand deeper emotions.
I’m trying to find
I'm searching for what lies beneath the surface.
What’s underneath
Seeking to uncover hidden feelings and emotions.
Pick up the pieces
I'm trying to recover and mend the broken aspects of myself.
Rebuild the walls
Reconstructing emotional barriers and defenses.
Put back together what I tore apart
Putting back together what I previously destroyed emotionally.
I push myself away
Similar to earlier, distancing myself with a bitter undertone.
Like a bitter taste
Reiterating the unpleasant feeling of emotional withdrawal.
I try to erase
Continuing efforts to eliminate unwanted thoughts and feelings.
Thoughts I can’t escape
Struggling to break free from persistent and haunting thoughts.
Filling up my days
Days filled with challenging and difficult thoughts.
Always on replay
Repetitive thoughts continue to dominate my mind.
Pick up the pieces
Repeated attempts to recover and mend broken aspects.
Rebuild the walls
Rebuilding emotional defenses and barriers.
Put back together what I tore apart
Restoring what was previously emotionally shattered.
I push myself away
Repeating the pattern of distancing with bitterness.
Like a bitter taste
Emphasizing the unpleasantness of emotional withdrawal.
I try to erase
Continuing efforts to eliminate persistent unwanted thoughts.
Thoughts I can’t escape
Struggling to escape thoughts that persistently plague me.
Filling up my days
Days filled with the ongoing challenge of difficult thoughts.
Always on replay
Repetitive thoughts play continuously like a broken record.
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