morning lights
Embracing the Shadows: A Journey Through Struggle and Redemption
Lyrics
A room that keeps on gettin' thin
A feeling of confinement in a narrowing space.
Is a feeling that I can't explain
An indescribable emotion associated with the shrinking room.
To be consumed, beaten down
Feeling overwhelmed and defeated.
Everything falls apart from me
Experiencing a breakdown, things falling apart.
Don't worry if you want to leave
Assuring someone that it's okay to leave.
Don't worry if I'll never be
Expressing uncertainty about personal growth.
How did it come to this?
Reflecting on the current undesirable situation.
The air is missing now
Sensing a lack of fresh air.
And I will wait for you until we'll meet on the other side
Committing to wait for someone until a reunion in the afterlife.
Guess that I deserve
Acknowledging a sense of deserving consequences.
To be awake alone
Accepting loneliness during wakefulness.
Until I'll find some peace in fleeting memories that I forgot
Seeking solace in forgotten memories.
I'm nothing such a waste
Feeling worthless and like a burden.
There are pieces of me on the floor
Symbolizing emotional fragments scattered on the floor.
You have your gun so pull the trigger
Encouraging self-harm metaphorically, possibly influenced by external factors.
Come on, so come on
Urging someone to act.
It's the third time in a day
Repeating isolation despite external interactions.
That somebody talks to me but nobody's here
Experiencing conversations with an absent presence.
So take a couple more to make me feel alright
Using substances to cope with emotional pain.
But fuck that again, now I feel the shame on me
Regretting the use of substances and feeling shame.
I made some steps but I started again
Struggling with personal progress due to setbacks.
This disease is in my brain and not in my chest
Highlighting the psychological nature of struggles.
And it's hard
Expressing difficulty in facing oneself.
When you can't stare at yourself
Yearning for release from self-reflection.
Free me from the thought that I'll be damned
Pleading to be freed from damning thoughts.
How did it come to this?
Reiterating the current undesirable situation.
The air is missing now
Emphasizing the absence of something vital.
And I will wait for you until we'll meet on the other side
Recommitting to waiting for a reunion in the afterlife.
Guess that I deserve
Reflecting on deserving solitude.
To be awake alone
Accepting wakeful loneliness.
Until I'll find some peace in fleeting memories that I forgot
Searching for peace in forgotten memories.
I should have seen this coming
Regretting not foreseeing a situation.
Through the words I never speak
Expressing thoughts unspoken and unheard.
The eyes that stare at me are so blind
Feeling misunderstood by the gaze of others.
Like a illness I cannot bear
Comparing emotional struggles to an unbearable illness.
I struggled before and I'm struggling again
Struggling with recurring challenges.
It's heavier to stay like this than ask for help
Acknowledging the difficulty of seeking help.
I have come to terms
Coming to terms with one's situation.
I should be thankful now
Expressing gratitude despite challenges.
And I will wait for you until the morning lights again
Committing to wait for a positive change represented by morning lights.
We're sharing the sky until that day
Sharing a metaphorical sky until a brighter day.
Don't forget you're a light that still burns
Affirming the enduring nature of inner strength.
I'll wait for your sleep to protect me
Waiting for protection in the vulnerability of sleep.
It is the only way I could learn
Emphasizing the value of learning through personal experiences.
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