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Thinking in retrospect I can reflect upon it
Reflecting on past experiences and thoughts
So often I digress, I'm honest
Often digressing but honest about it
I guess bought it... dreams sold like they new shoes
Reflecting on dreams sold like new shoes
Record spinning diffuse blues
Record spinning, diffuse blues, transient feelings
But that fades like the candle burning
Fading feelings like a burning candle
Or it cut short like a fuse blew
Feelings cut short like a blown fuse
Demons in my my mind, yeah, I'm a mess to say the least
Acknowledging inner demons and personal struggles
Lucid dreaming scheming on a quest to slay the beast
Engaged in lucid dreaming, aiming to conquer personal challenges
Chances are as plentiful as casting in the ocean but I gripe at opportunities and chances I released
Griping at missed opportunities despite abundant chances
Hit the repeat and spin it again
Repeating mistakes and revisiting past experiences
I fall into weakness, livin in sin
Falling into weakness, living in sin
Or livin in zen, it really depends on if you pretend
Struggling between a life of sin and a life of zen
I'm here on the fence
Being on the fence, uncertain about a path
This intermittent inner innocence
Experiencing intermittent inner innocence
Sinner centers bitter penances
Dealing with the consequences of past mistakes
Devil offers, I take a sip
Indulging in temptation, taking a sip offered by the devil
I'm just a man in the wake of it
Human vulnerability in the aftermath of indulgence
And I'm makin it harder than it needs to be
Making life more difficult than necessary
Harboring our secrecies
Keeping secrets and harboring inner struggles
Parting into pieces
Breaking apart emotionally
I barter inner peace for the garbage that you'd feed
Sacrificing inner peace for external negativity
It'd be marvelous to see all the darkness that you frequent and keep
Desiring to see the darkness that others embrace
I guess I was stuck between the two
Repeating the theme of being stuck and misled
I was stuck believing you
-Now who's fuckin leading you
-I guess I was stuck between the two
-I was stuck believing you
-Now who's fuckin leading you
-I guess I was stuck between the two
-I was stuck believing you
-Now who's fuckin leading you
-I guess I was stuck between the two
-I was stuck believing you
-Now who's fuckin leading you
-Does he believe in God or is he Schizo
Questioning beliefs, God, mental state, and life complexities
Is he even in my heart or is he mental? I guess not? I guess so
-Is it written in the stars or just in pencil
-One thing I know for sure: life's not that simple
-The we in need of fathers really sick tho
-Speak regardless if I'm simple-minded
Reflecting on perception and temptation
We can see but be beneath belief unlike the blind man
-He could flee but she beneath the tree is so enticing
-Lustfully unrequited. Struggling with these vices
Struggling with unrequited desires and vices
In Sunday school I studied Adam and Eve
Recalling biblical stories and personal struggles with temptation
Am I a savage if I ask this madam back to the sheets? I made a wager with a snake and had an apple to eat
-Innate in nature but a sad, demanding habit to beat
-And it's makin it hard for me to sleep from the scoffing inner demons
Inner demons affecting sleep and well-being
I'm lost within the seasons
Feeling lost within life's seasons and keeping inner darkness hidden
Embossed with bitter speech is the heart with little secrets
-I'm blocking all from seeing the darkness that I frequent and keep
-I guess I was stuck between the two
Repeating the theme of being stuck, misled, and feeling like a fool
I was stuck believing you
-Now who's fuckin leading you
-I guess I was stuck between the two
-I was stuck believing you
-Now who's fuckin leading you
-I guess I was stuck between the two
-I was stuck believing you
-Now who's fuckin leading you
-I guess I was stuck between the two
-I was stuck believing you
-Guess I fuckin be the fool
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