Orphan Halls
Finding Redemption Amidst Regret: Orphan Halls' Emotional Tale
Lyrics
I've been thinking about leaving
I've been contemplating the idea of leaving
This ache won't seem to go away
This emotional pain persists and doesn't seem to fade away
Waking up taking one after One
Starting each day, one after another
To feel some sustain in my wake
Seeking something enduring to sustain me
The cold breeze elevates me
A chilling breeze lifts me up
A feeling like no other before
Experiencing a sensation unlike any felt previously
Living in this torment of mistakes,
Living in the anguish of past errors
Wishing I could reach out to you
Desiring to connect with you
But I know your hurt
Acknowledging your pain
Your pain won't go away
Understanding that your suffering persists
As I woke up for the very first time
Reflecting on the consequences as I wake for the first time
Seeing the mess that I left behind
Observing the mess I've left behind
I would drag my body through glass
Expressing a willingness to endure hardship to reconnect
To hear your unfamiliar voice again
Longing to hear your voice again, even if it's unfamiliar
Lay your head in my arms to feel
Inviting you to lay your head on my arms and feel the pain
the splinter as you rest your head
Sensing the discomfort as you rest your head
Thou shall not surrender
Committing to not surrendering despite challenges
I will not stand still
Refusing to stay stagnant
As you grow in orphan halls,
Witnessing your growth in difficult circumstances
I can't let go I'll show you the cause
Not letting go, and demonstrating the reasons for that
Hold my breath,
Holding breath, possibly in anticipation or anxiety
Count to ten,
Counting to ten, a method to maintain composure
Lesson learned,
Learning a lesson from past experiences
I won't relapse again
Committing to not repeating mistakes
My gift
Referring to something valuable or meaningful as a gift
My blood
Emphasizing a deep connection, possibly familial
Don't forgive your father
Advising not to forgive a paternal figure
I understand
Expressing understanding or empathy
I won't complain
Choosing not to voice complaints
Don't look back
Advising against looking back, possibly at past mistakes
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