My Evil Ways
Reflections of Wicked Redemption
Lyrics
I didn't know just what to say
I am unsure of what to express or communicate.
It doesn't matter anyway
The specific words used don't hold significance in the current situation.
Cause it's all over, it's all gone
Everything has concluded, ended, and vanished.
Stuck in the past, I turned the page
Trapped in the history, I decided to move forward.
But all I see is the same old face
Despite my efforts, the familiar face remains unchanged.
Wasting time in bars to live out my songs
Spending time in bars, trying to live out the stories in my songs.
I guess I'm the one to blame, but I didn't mean no harm
Admitting responsibility, but without intending harm.
My mind and my wicked ways, just tear it all apart
My thoughts and my destructive behavior are dismantling everything.
So tell me why do you want me to die?
Questioning why there's a desire for my demise.
I keep holding on till I run out of time
I persist in holding on until time runs out.
I wonder why is this the price I got to pay
Curious about the reason for the price I must pay.
No I can't change myself or my evil ways
I cannot transform myself or my malevolent tendencies.
Too much, too soon, too late to see
Experiencing excess, too soon, realizing it's too late.
What someone needs, It ain't enough with me
Understanding that what others require exceeds what I provide.
You're always near but I'm so far away
You are physically close, but emotionally distant.
Living my life the way I want it to be
Living life according to my own desires.
No compromise, the good, the bad, the ugly
No willingness to compromise, embracing both the good and the bad.
Take your heart before I put it down the grave
Taking away your heart before it faces its end.
I'm just a simple man and I ain't got much to offer
Expressing humility as a person with limited offerings.
I'm so sorry babe, I didn't know
Expressing regret for not knowing about your suffering.
I didn't know that you suffered
Unaware of the pain you endured.
So tell me why do you want me to die?
Questioning the desire for my demise once again.
I keep rolling on till I run out of time
Persisting in moving forward until time runs out.
I wonder why this is the price I got to pay
Pondering the reason for the price I must pay once more.
Cause I can't change myself or my evil ways
Unable to change myself or my malevolent tendencies.
No I can't change myself or my evil ways
Reiterating the inability to change despite recognition.
I just can't change myself or my evil ways
Emphasizing the persistence of unalterable malevolent tendencies.
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