Nobody's Fault But Mine
God Damn Reflections: Unveiling Life's Broken SymphonyLyrics
Caught in my throat, the words I thought
Feeling unable to express my thoughts verbally
I'd no need to say
Believing there was no necessity to articulate
To stumble and choke, and fuck it
Struggling and making mistakes, yet deciding to proceed despite
We'll do it live anyway
Determined to continue despite imperfections
Oh, God damn
Expressing frustration or disappointment
Oh, God damn
-Oh, God damn
-Oh, God damn
-Nobody's fault but mine
Taking responsibility for one's own actions or situation
The sun leaves the sky black and blue like the body
Describing the darkening sky as a metaphor for a deteriorating state, likened to a bruised body
I used to have
Referencing a past condition or state
I've spent a life trying to make
Devoting a lifetime to trying to complete something
A whole from a half
Attempting to create wholeness from an incomplete situation
And oh, God damn
Continued expression of frustration or disappointment
Oh, God damn
-Oh, God damn
-Oh, God damn
-Nobody's fault but mine
Reiterating self-blame for the situation
Caught in the wind, as it whips me back and forth
Feeling tossed around by circumstances
In front of you
Being exposed or vulnerable in front of someone else
Helplessly hoping it ends as I find
Hoping for an end to the situation despite feeling helpless
There's nothing I can do
Realizing a lack of control over the outcome
Terribly thin, it's no wonder the weight
Feeling fragile or weak due to the burden
Of it's breaking me
Experiencing the weight of the situation causing distress
To have never know something so cold that it comes slow
Describing a profoundly cold and gradual painful experience
And deafening
Intensely loud and overwhelming
Dark as the room I would lie within
Comparing a dark room to a state of waiting or uncertainty
Waiting on what
Anticipation or expectation for something
Oh, God damn
Continued expression of frustration or disappointment
Oh, God damn
-Oh, God damn
-Oh, God damn
-Nobody's fault but mine
Reiterating self-blame for the situation
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