Formaldehyde
Embracing Denial: A Dance with Formaldehyde's Dark Energy
Lyrics
I want nature though I spin
The desire for nature despite feeling disoriented or in a state of confusion
About all the warm spring
Reflecting on pleasant memories of spring and warmth
Heating
Reference to warmth or energy
You see smiles though you wince
Observing apparent happiness while sensing discomfort or pain
As you find yourself within
Realizing one's involvement in troubling situations
Beatings
Mentions of physical harm or distress
Though I see what it's all about
Acknowledging comprehension of a situation
And I see you with your mouth
Observing someone speaking openly
Open
Continuation of observing someone being vocal
And I see the thunderclouds
Noticing impending trouble or negativity
As they strike onto the ground
Visualizing a destructive event
Oh no
Expressing concern or worry
And I see you as you smile
Seeing someone unexpected acting positively
That I thought you would defile
Expecting someone to tarnish something but finding purity in their actions
But the blood runs clean when you're stuck inside denial
Realizing purity despite being in a state of self-deception
And I see you as you die
Witnessing someone's demise
With your finger up to the sky
Someone facing death but reaching out or pointing upwards
As you wished that you could feel something inside
Desiring to feel emotions despite impending death
I feel energy inside
Feeling an internal force or vitality
As I drink Formaldehyde
Consuming formaldehyde as an act leading to death
I'll die
Acceptance of one's mortality
You can laugh as you wish
Allowing others to mock or disregard while feeling trapped
Sucking at air like a fish
Comparing a feeling of suffocation to a fish out of water
I wish
Expressing a desire or longing
Though I see what it's all about
Reiteration of understanding a situation
And I see you with your mouth
Observing someone speaking openly again
Open
Continuation of observing someone being vocal
And I see the thunderclouds
Revisiting the imagery of impending trouble or negativity
As they strike onto the ground
Reiterating the visualization of a destructive event
Oh no
Reiterating concern or worry
And I see you as you smile
Seeing unexpected positivity again
That I thought you would defile
Expecting negativity but finding purity in actions again
But the blood runs clean when you're stuck inside denial
Reiteration of realizing purity despite self-deception
And I see you as you die
Revisiting the witnessing of someone's demise
With your finger up to the sky
Revisiting someone facing death and reaching out
As you wished that you could feel something inside
Desiring to feel emotions despite impending death, reiterated
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