Lyrics
Don't know what you think you saw
Uncertainty about what someone else perceived or thought.
You didn't know at all
The lack of knowledge or understanding on the part of the observer.
Lost sight of who you are
Loss of self-awareness or identity.
Keen to make a connection
Eager to establish a meaningful connection with others.
Forced myself into dimension
Attempting to fit into a different reality or dimension.
Lost sight of myself
Losing one's sense of self in the process.
If I could force my heart, my ears, my mind
Desire to align emotions, perception, and thoughts.
And eyes to get in line
Struggling to synchronize heart, ears, and mind.
Maybe I'll find something real
Hoping to discover something genuine.
Not a fantasy so divine
Contrasting the desire for reality with an idealized fantasy.
Let myself down each time
Self-disappointment on multiple occasions.
Let myself down each time
Repetition of self letdown, indicating a pattern.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Questioning the ability of someone to meet expectations.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Repeated questioning of someone's ability to fulfill expectations.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Continued doubt about someone's ability to meet expectations.
When my reality
Comparing expectations with the harshness of reality.
Could never live up, could never live up
Recognition that reality falls short of expectations.
To my fantasy
Acknowledging the unattainability of the idealized fantasy.
Revolution from dissolution, hypnotizing and demoralizing
Describing a revolution stemming from dissolution, with negative impacts on mental state.
Pressure of the future, too much for today
Feeling hypnotized and demoralized by the pressure of the future.
How many hours will I let slip away
Concern about the passage of time and potential missed opportunities.
Before I realize existing and living
Reflecting on the distinction between mere existence and true living.
Are not the same
Reiterating the difference between existing and living.
Are not the same
Repetition emphasizing the disparity between existence and living.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Continued doubt about someone's ability to meet expectations.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Reiteration of questioning someone's capability to fulfill expectations.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Ongoing uncertainty about someone's ability to meet expectations.
When my reality
Comparing expectations with the harshness of reality.
Could never live up, could never live up
Acknowledgment that reality falls short of expectations.
To the fantasy
Emphasizing the unattainability of the idealized fantasy.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Repeated questioning of someone's ability to fulfill expectations.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Reiteration of doubting someone's capability to meet expectations.
How could you be what I wanted to see?
Continued uncertainty about someone's ability to meet expectations.
When my reality
Comparing expectations with the harshness of reality.
Could never live up, could never live up
Recognition that reality falls short of expectations.
To the fantasy
Acknowledging the unattainability of the idealized fantasy.
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