Lyrics
Why did I need to believe in somebody
Questioning the need to believe in someone.
Somebody I never saw?
Reflecting on belief in someone never seen.
Why did I never fight for what I wished
Wondering why didn't fight for desires, only prayed.
I have only prayed for it?
Realizing reliance on prayers instead of action.
Now I have a hang on my neck
Feeling burdened by consequences of one's actions.
I look down and see the abyss I built!
Observing self-created abyss, possibly a metaphor for mistakes.
Where are all now?
Questioning the whereabouts of everything now.
My smile is no pleasure but only to hide my cries
Smile is a facade to conceal inner suffering.
Why did I spend all my life looking for
Reflecting on a lifetime spent searching for unknown.
Something I don't know what it was?
Puzzlement over pursuing unidentified desires.
Why did I do things that I'm repented
Regret for repentant actions and inability to rectify.
And when I wanted I couldn't come back?
Expressing the frustration of being unable to return when desired.
Now I'm destroying all that I'll live my life
Destroying current life to escape the past mistakes.
And forget the rest
Choosing to focus on the present and forget the past.
FIGHTING THE PAST!
Embracing the theme of fighting against the past.
Now to pray for my life, NO!
Rejecting the idea of praying for life.
To pray, what for?
Questioning the purpose of praying.
It would not be right
Believing it's not right to rely on prayers.
I don't need any lie
Rejecting the need for falsehoods in life.
To lie, to whom?
Questioning the purpose of lying.
To my conscience it's better to die
Choosing facing consequences over deceiving one's conscience.
Now I need to believe in myself
Recognizing the need to believe in oneself.
So now I can live in peace
Connecting self-belief with the possibility of living in peace.
Now I will fight for what I wish
Determined to fight for desires without relying on prayers.
I will not pray for it
Rejecting the idea of praying for desires.
I can live in this way
Expressing the ability to live authentically.
'Cause I will not fade away
Commitment to not fading away, possibly metaphorical for resilience.
Now I know only I need to pay for things
Acknowledging responsibility and the need to pay for one's actions.
That I did, things that I said
Reflecting on past deeds and words.
Now I see what I did with my life
Understanding the impact of past actions on one's life.
But I know I can make it better with fight
Believing in the possibility of improving life through fighting.
I can live in this way 'cause I will not fade away
Reiterating the commitment to live authentically and not fade away.
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