Lyrics
Who would've known all the pain it could cause
Reflecting on unexpected pain caused by a situation.
Having a voice that no one hears at all
Feeling unheard and unnoticed despite having a voice.
Making a thought into a deadly song
Turning thoughts into a song with potentially harmful consequences.
Making a note into a lyric for all
Transforming a simple note into lyrics for everyone to hear.
And that's all it was
Highlighting that it started as just lyrics for the audience.
A lyric to y'all
-On staged I looked tall
Despite a confident appearance on stage, the person was emotionally ready to fall.
But I was ready to fall
-Drunk and in pain my vision was blurry
Describing a moment of emotional distress, feeling drunk and in pain.
My mind going insane but nothing to worry
-Kept it inside but get me home hurry
-Looked at the clock it was only 12:30
-A little after midnight
Details about the timing and context of the emotional turmoil.
Release party looked tight
-But I was in my head like
Expressing inner turmoil despite the outward appearance of a successful event.
Can you save my soul
Pleading for salvation and expressing a sense of impending doom.
I feel like I'm dying here tonight
-I feel like I'm drowning by the fright
-I don't think I'll see the brighter side
-Can you save my soul
-I feel like I'm dying here tonight
-I feel like I'm losing all my might
-I don't think I'll see the brighter side
-Can you save my soul
-I feel like I'm dying here tonight
-I feel like I'm drowning by the fright
-I don't think I'll see the brighter side
-Can you save my soul
Repetition of the plea for soul-saving.
Started this shit with a family
Recalling the start of a journey with a support system and struggles with demons.
Made a whole team to surround me
-Kept myself busy with boundaries
-Cause demons were always around me
-Didn't know what I should make
Struggling with expressing pain and the persistence of inner voices.
Or how express all my pain
-Cause thoughts get carried away
-But voices will always remain
-My homies don't talk to me now
Isolation from friends and distress in relationships, leading to unhealthy habits.
It's not like I'm famous I have zero clout
-My girlfriend is scared for me now
-She sees everything it's stressing me out
-Anxiety attacks on the ground
-I can not get up it's keeping me down
-My nightmares turned into reality now
-My habits turned into bottles and pounds
-But this is my fall
Taking responsibility for personal downfall and neglecting the cause.
And this is my fault
-I asked for too much
-And forgot about cause
-Effects a reflection
Reflecting on the effects of desires and building tension.
My desires build tension
-And now I feel less then
-The man I was destine
Feeling diminished and not living up to one's destiny.
To be
-When I look at myself I see weak
Seeing oneself as weak, cheap, and desiring inner peace.
When I look at myself I see cheap
-When I look at myself I want peace
-With my mind
Yearning for a union of mind, soul, and spirit for peace.
And if my soul and spirit could combine
-I would pray for just one more time
Expressing a desire for one more chance before facing mortality.
Cause at the end of this
-We'll die
-Can you save my soul
Repetition of the plea for soul-saving, emphasizing the fear of impending death.
I feel like I'm dying here tonight
-I feel like I'm drowning by the fright
-I don't think I'll see the brighter side
-Can you save my soul
-I feel like I'm dying here tonight
-I feel like I'm losing all my might
-I don't think I'll see the brighter side
-Can you save my soul
-I feel like I'm dying here tonight
-I feel like I'm drowning by the fright
-I don't think I'll see the brighter side
-Can you save my soul
Final plea for salvation and a brighter future.
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