Lyrics
She been living in my
Refers to someone living in the speaker's thoughts or emotions.
Taking her time
Indicates the person is taking their time, possibly hesitant or cautious.
She live in my head
Reiterates the idea of someone residing in the speaker's mind.
She don't go outside
Suggests the person avoids going outside, possibly indicating isolation.
Know I gotta get her out
Expresses the speaker's desire to bring the person out of their thoughts.
Gotta let someone else in
Implies the need to let someone else into the speaker's life.
She been living in my
Repeats the theme of someone residing in the speaker's thoughts, emphasizing the need for change.
Taking her time
-She live in my head
-She don't go outside
-Know I gotta get her out
-Gotta let someone else in
-I can't keep thinking 'bout the same person
Expresses difficulty in moving past thoughts of a specific person.
I'm not scared to fall in love
Asserts the speaker is not afraid to love again.
I'm scared to get my heart broke again
Reveals fear of experiencing heartbreak once more.
Been so long ain't been in love
States it has been a long time since the speaker was in love.
They been knocking at my door been so long since I opened up
Indicates a reluctance to open up emotionally for an extended period.
I got cuts that wont heal up
Metaphorically mentions emotional wounds that have not healed.
I'm in hand cuffs every time I fall in love
Describes feeling restrained or limited every time love is involved.
I feel handicapped
Expresses a sense of inadequacy in relationships.
I feel like I'm not enough
Reiterates feelings of not being enough.
I been nodding off
Suggests moments of nodding off or daydreaming.
Off the Adderall
Refers to using Adderall and potential difficulties focusing.
I cant focus up
Expresses a challenge in maintaining focus.
Way too fucked up
Implies being emotionally overwhelmed.
Only time I focus off the alcohol
Describes a reliance on alcohol to shift focus.
I make my best songs
Suggests the speaker creates their best work when under the influence.
When I'm fucked up
Reiterates the idea of creativity being linked to being intoxicated.
But I need more I can never get enough
Expresses a perpetual need for more, possibly in relationships or substances.
And I'm out of love
States a current lack of love or emotional connection.
She live in my head
Repeats the theme of someone living in the speaker's thoughts, influencing drug use.
Make me do drugs
-I don't do drugs unless I'm offered
Acknowledges a hesitancy toward drugs unless offered, but hints at a potential change.
Think I might take her up on her offer
-She been living in my
Repeats the desire to change and let someone new into the speaker's life.
Taking her time
-She live in my head
-She don't go outside
-Know I gotta get her out
-Gotta let someone else in
-I cant keep thinking 'bout the same person
Reflects on past emotional experiences, including fear, disappointment, and mistrust.
I'm not scared to fall in love
-I'm scared to get my heart broke again
-Been so long ain't been in love
-They been knocking at my door been so long since I opened up
-I ain't opening up yeaaaah
-Yeah
-Opened up once know ill prolly never do it again
-I told her my worst fears
Recalls sharing deep fears with someone, only to have them repeated.
Then she did it again
-I don't know why I been so surprised
Expresses a sense of predictability and disappointment in relationships.
All of yall the same the devil in disguise
-Word to Juice WRLD I miss my dead guys
Pays homage to Juice WRLD and expresses missing deceased friends.
I don't know why I let these girls ruin
Questions the speaker's own choices in letting relationships affect their life negatively.
My life they dig deep in my mind
Describes the deep impact of relationships on the speaker's mental state.
Break hearts and tweet memes to kill time
Suggests a tendency to engage in destructive behavior to pass the time.
Only Fans I'm watching like god damn
References adult content consumption as a distraction.
Watch em on replay inside my head
-She been living in my
Reiterates the need for change and to let someone new into the speaker's life.
Taking her time
-She live in my head
-She don't go outside
-Know I gotta get her out
-Gotta let someone else in
-I can't keep thinking 'bout the same person
Reaffirms difficulty in moving past thoughts of a specific person.
I'm not scared to fall in love
Clarifies the speaker's lack of fear of falling in love.
I'm scared to get my heart broke again
Reiterates the fear of experiencing heartbreak again.
Been so long ain't been in love
States it has been a long time since the speaker was in love.
They been knocking at my door been so long since I opened up
Repeats the theme of a prolonged period without emotional openness.
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