Addiction
Breaking Free from Love's Chains
Lyrics
I want you so bad I'm shakin'
I desire you intensely, to the point of physical trembling.
You're like a needle underneath my skin
You have a powerful, addictive influence on me, comparable to a needle piercing beneath my skin.
But I won't let my hunger for you pull me back again
I won't allow my craving for you to lead me into a destructive cycle again.
Wrapped up in you I lost myself
In being entangled with you, I lost my sense of identity.
Couldn't see how I needed some help
I failed to recognize my need for assistance or support.
Guess the fear of leavin' made me stay
Fear of separation or departure compelled me to remain.
I'm so sick of trying prayin' that you'll change
I am tired of attempting and hoping for your transformation.
Of walkin' the line between pleasure and pain
Navigating the boundary between pleasure and pain has become exhausting.
I've got nothin' left I gave all of me
I've given everything I had; there's nothing left.
It hurts so bad I can barely breathe
The emotional pain is so intense that it hinders my ability to breathe.
Gotta save me from my addiction
I need to be rescued from my addictive tendencies.
You were my strongest weakness
You, once my strength, have become my greatest vulnerability.
Took advantage of my love
You took advantage of my love for your own benefit.
You used me over and over till you used me up
You repeatedly exploited me until there was nothing left to use.
I'm so sick of trying prayin' that you'll change
The desire for your change continues to be a source of frustration.
Of walkin' the line between pleasure and pain
The struggle between seeking pleasure and enduring pain is wearing me down.
I've got nothin' left I gave all of me
I've given my all, leaving me with nothing.
It hurts so bad I can barely breathe
The emotional pain is so intense that it hinders my ability to breathe.
Gotta save me from my addiction
I need to be rescued from my addictive tendencies.
I gave it away, I gave it away, gave it all away
I relinquished everything, gave it all away.
I gave it away, I gave it away, gave it away to you
I gave everything away to you, emphasizing the extent of sacrifice.
I'm so sick of trying prayin' that you'll change
The desire for your change continues to be a source of frustration.
Of walkin' the line between pleasure and pain
The struggle between seeking pleasure and enduring pain is wearing me down.
So sick of cryin' on the bathroom floor
The emotional pain has reached a point where crying on the bathroom floor is routine.
Don't want to want you anymore
I no longer want to desire you; it has become undesirable.
I've got nothin' left I gave all of me
I've given my all, leaving me with nothing.
It hurts so bad I can barely breathe
The emotional pain is so intense that it hinders my ability to breathe.
Gotta save me from my addiction
I need to be rescued from my addictive tendencies.
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