What Do I Expect
Navigating Love's Chemical Maze: Hoodie Rob Uzumaki's Reflections
Lyrics
Nowadays I don't know what I expect from you
Expressing confusion and uncertainty about expectations from the person being addressed.
You hit me up but nothing that you say is credible
Doubting the credibility of the communication received from the person reaching out.
Treated me like I'm expendable
Feeling treated as if easily replaceable or disposable.
I been poppin all these chemicals
Using substances, possibly drugs, as a coping mechanism or escape.
I don't know if love is real
Expressing uncertainty about the authenticity of love.
Lately I been feeling skeptical
Feeling doubtful and questioning things lately.
I know you gettin all your wishes
Acknowledging the person's achievements or desires.
Know you had another vision
Acknowledging that the person had a different perspective or plan.
I done turned it all into ambition
Transforming experiences into motivation and drive.
Poppin all these pills just to help me with my mission
Using pills to aid in achieving personal goals or missions.
I done met the devil while I'm living in addiction
Encountering negative consequences while living with addiction.
You back with your mans
Noting the person's return to their partner.
But you hit me on the low
Receiving secretive communication despite being in another relationship.
He ain't do you right
Asserting that the current partner did not treat the person well.
Me and you we both know
Both individuals acknowledging the wrongdoing of the partner.
He done did you wrong and
Highlighting the partner's mistreatment, leading to a decision to end the relationship.
All the love that I done showed
Expressing disappointment in the betrayal despite showing love.
You did me so dirty now I gotta let you go
Deciding to let go of the person due to their betrayal.
Yeah I gotta let you go
Reiterating the decision to move on from the relationship.
I don't wanna do it but I need it on the low
Acknowledging the necessity of letting go despite personal reluctance.
I'm focused on the bag I put my heart up in this music
Focusing on personal and professional goals, putting emotions into music.
And if I just can't record then I might really start to lose it
Recognizing potential emotional challenges if unable to pursue music.
Every single night I give my soul up in the studio
Committing time and emotions to music creation consistently.
Mixing all these drugs
Using drugs while mixing music, possibly to enhance creativity or cope.
Now I'm cruising feelin coolio
Feeling relaxed and confident after using drugs.
I know that you wanted me ain't really wanna do it though
Acknowledging someone's interest but hesitant to pursue it.
Now you just a groupie hoe
Viewing the person as a superficial fan or admirer.
Nowadays I don't know what I expect from you
Repeating the theme of uncertainty regarding expectations from the addressed person.
You hit me up but nothing that you say is credible
Reiterating doubt about the credibility of the person's communication.
Treated me like I'm expendable
Emphasizing the feeling of being easily replaceable or disposable.
I been poppin all these chemicals
Continuing to use substances, possibly as a coping mechanism.
I don't know if love is real
Expressing uncertainty about the existence of genuine love.
Lately I been feeling skeptical
Continuing to feel doubtful and questioning things lately.
I know you getting all your wishes
Acknowledging the person's achievements or desires, possibly sarcastically.
Know you had another vision
Acknowledging that the person had a different perspective or plan.
I done turned it all into ambition
Turning experiences into motivation and drive, possibly through ambition.
Poppin all these pills just to help me with my mission
Continuing to use pills to aid in personal goals or missions.
I done met the devil while I'm living in addiction
Encountering negative consequences while living with addiction, possibly worsened emotions.
And my heart turned black in addition
Expressing a negative transformation of the heart, possibly due to experiences.
Cop another bag all these drugs up in my system
Purchasing more drugs to add to the system, continuing the coping mechanism.
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