Lyrics
Let me go. Don't lead me on. Just follow through
Expressing a desire to be released, not led on, and requesting follow-through.
Can't cope, we off the coke and the pills too
Acknowledging difficulty coping without cocaine and pills.
When I'm gone, just tell my mom that I'm sorry
In case of absence, asking for forgiveness from the speaker's mother.
I been out here trynna finish what I started
Striving to complete what was initiated while being outside.
If I go, you the heir to the party
If the speaker departs, the listener is designated as the successor to the gathering.
5am, still trynna catch a body
At 5am, still pursuing violent actions or confrontation.
Pop 2 pills, throttled up, we on a Harley
Consuming two pills, accelerating on a motorcycle (Harley).
I'ma speak my mind, I won't let these niggas mod me
Determined to express personal opinions, resisting external influence.
Dead inside, embalm me
Feeling emotionally numb or lifeless.
Know nothing can harm me
Confident that nothing can cause harm.
cll the things we guarding
Reference to possessions or aspects of life being guarded.
Don't you let them farm it
Advising not to let others exploit or manipulate what is valued.
Crystal for the calming
Using crystal (possibly metaphorical) for calming effects.
Break it up like Ghandi
Encouraging a peaceful breakup or separation like Mahatma Gandhi.
OD imma zombie
Intimating a state of being like a zombie after an overdose.
Bump me up to godly
Desiring elevation to a godly state.
If I'm being honest
Honestly admitting a situation.
Liquor make me flawless
Attributing flawlessness to alcohol.
Innards turned to onyx
Internal organs turning into onyx, possibly symbolizing darkness.
Demons too brolic
Referring to powerful and overwhelming demons.
Pain so Chronic
Describing chronic pain as intense.
Change the damn topic
Requesting a change of topic to divert from pain.
Just make sure you leave me better than you found me
Asking the listener to leave the speaker in a better condition.
You are not alone in this world, that I promise.
Reassuring that the listener is not alone, promising support.
If you hit rock bottom, I'm the first one to follow
If the listener hits rock bottom, the speaker is ready to follow.
ct the end of the bottle hope you find yourself
Anticipating self-discovery at the end of a bottle.
End of the bottle hope you find yourself.
Reiterating the hope for self-discovery at the end of a bottle.
You are not alone in this world, that I promise.
Reassuring that the listener is not alone, promising support.
If you hit rock bottom, I'm the first one to follow
If the listener hits rock bottom, the speaker is ready to follow.
ct the end of the bottle hope you find yourself
Anticipating self-discovery at the end of a bottle.
If you hit rock bottom imma be right here
If the listener hits rock bottom, the speaker will be there.
Xans don't heal, but they make it feel right
Highlighting that Xans (Xanax) don't heal but provide a false sense of relief.
The bodies you take don't preserve you light
Warning about the consequences of taking lives and its impact on one's inner light.
The lines you cross might just end your life
Cautioning about the potential dangers of crossing certain lines.
Struggling to cope, trynna fight your fight
Struggling to cope and fighting one's own battles.
Xans don't heal, but they feel so right
Reiterating that Xans don't heal but might provide a deceptive sense of well-being.
The bodies you take don't preserve you light
Repeating the caution about the consequences of taking lives.
The lines you cross might just end your life
Reiterating the warning about the potential dangers of crossing certain lines.
Struggling to cope trynna find your light
Struggling to cope and searching for one's inner light.
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