Idiosyncratic
Navigating the Maze of Idiosyncratic Thoughts
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Not lacking insight
Expressing possessing insight.
Or impetus
Having the driving force or motivation.
To shout behind ideas
Voicing opinions or beliefs passionately.
That reforms in us will bring about.
Believing that changes within ourselves can result from these ideas.
(As) parallels we run so close
Running parallel to others closely.
Yet as I try
Despite efforts to connect or relate.
To draw to you,
Attempting to approach or communicate.
Incoherence rears its ugly head.
Facing confusion or lack of coherence.
Of integration ?
Questioning the process of integration.
You do your utmost to discourage it.
Actively discouraging the integration.
Envy, resentment, jealousy.
Feelings of envy, resentment, and jealousy.
Token emotions -
Emotions expressed superficially or insincerely.
There is no need.
Asserting that such emotions are unnecessary.
I try so hard to state my case
Struggling to present one's argument strongly.
Yet as I try to
While attempting to approach or communicate.
Draw to you,
Facing confusion or lack of coherence, recurring.
Incoherence rears its ugly head.
Repeating the cycle of incoherence.
Resort to slander -
Turning to defamation as a response.
You drive me further away.
Resulting in pushing away or distancing further.
Breakdown of minuscule faith -
Collapse of a small amount of faith or trust.
My wasted efforts ! !
Expressing frustration at wasted efforts.
It's your indifference, not mine,
Attributing the distancing to the other's indifference.
That puts me on a pedestal.
Claiming to be placed on a pedestal due to their indifference.
Then after the fact, you oppose me
Afterwards, facing opposition for lack of support.
For a lack of support.
Being opposed due to perceived lack of assistance.
If your aims are to
Speculating on the intentions to attract condemnation.
Attract us condemnation,
Reflecting on the bitter experience, strengthening determination.
The bitter taste I had
The negative experience reinforcing resolve.
Now strengthens my resolve
Commitment to rise above challenges.
To rise above.
Determined to overcome obstacles.
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