You Make Me Lonely
Lonely Echoes: Unveiling the Heartache in Natalie Ness' Melody
Lyrics
I sit here waiting for you
I am patiently anticipating your presence.
To reach out and touch me
I hope for physical closeness and intimacy from you.
Just show me you want me
Show me that you desire and value me.
Cause I feel nothing
I experience emotional numbness or a lack of connection.
Just look me in my eyes and
Just gaze into my eyes, establishing a brief connection.
Connect for a second
Connect with me, even if it's just for a moment.
Damn I'm so restless
I feel agitated and uneasy.
It's not like what you said
Your actions don't match what you promised or suggested.
It would be
It's not turning out as you assured.
You're here
You are physically present, but emotionally distant.
But it feels like it's only me
Despite your presence, I feel isolated.
You give me passion in these
You provide moments of intense emotion in small doses.
Microdoses
These intense moments leave me wanting more.
I'm teased by those moments
I am enticed and teased by these fleeting experiences.
Things can't move this slowly
Things should not progress at such a slow pace.
I'm always being the one to
I always have to initiate actions and advances.
Initiate things
This pattern is negatively impacting my self-esteem.
It's fucking my esteem
I am weary of constantly having to ask for more.
I'm so tired of asking
I need more from the relationship.
I need more
Despite your physical presence, I feel more lonely than ever.
You're here
You are here, but my loneliness persists.
But I'm lonelier than ever before
Your presence intensifies my feelings of loneliness.
You make me lonely
You are the cause of my loneliness.
You make me so lonely
Your actions amplify my sense of isolation.
You make me lonely
Repetition emphasizes the profound impact of loneliness.
Lonelier than I've ever been
Your presence increases my loneliness to an unprecedented level.
You make me lonely
Reiteration of the loneliness caused by the relationship.
You make me lonely
Emphasizes the ongoing nature of the loneliness.
I'm the loneliest when I'm with you
I feel the loneliest when I am with you.
All my ego gets from you is bruised
Your actions damage my self-esteem.
The push and pulls are splitting me in two
The conflicting dynamics of the relationship are causing internal strife.
You're a battle I can only lose
Engaging with you is a losing battle.
Drawn forward and then yanked away
Being pulled in and out of the relationship, causing confusion.
Your seconds drag on like days
Time with you seems to pass agonizingly slow.
I give myself better company
I find more comfort in my own company than in yours.
Than you ever gave me
You offer less companionship than I provide myself.
All you do is make me lonely
Your presence only intensifies my loneliness.
You make me so lonely
Your actions accentuate the depth of my loneliness.
You make me so lonely
The repetition reinforces the profound loneliness inflicted by you.
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