Lyrics
I'm gonna jump off of point dume cuz everybody hates me
I feel rejected and disliked, contemplating self-harm by jumping off Point Dume.
and they could easily replace me
I believe others could easily find a replacement for me.
I'm gonna stay locked in my room cuz everyone wastes my time
Choosing isolation in my room because I perceive others as time-wasters.
like that shit ain't worth a dime, yuh
Expressing frustration that certain things or people are not valued.
and according to them I'm a dick, I'm an idiot
Others view me negatively, labeling me as a jerk or fool.
if I'm so dumb why do you still affiliate with me?
Questioning why people still associate with me if they think I'm unintelligent.
I get fucked up to numb the pain
Resorting to substance use to cope with emotional pain.
got a therapist to fix my brain
Seeking professional help by having a therapist to address mental health issues.
all of my new friends the same as the old ones
Noticing a pattern where new friends resemble old ones in behavior or attitude.
its all the same shit, different day
Feeling stuck in a monotonous and repetitive cycle of life.
with the lights off, yeah the room looks different
Perceiving the environment differently in the dark, possibly symbolizing emotional darkness.
I thought that I was pouring up in the kitchen
Mistakenly thinking about pouring a drink in the kitchen.
got, I'm faded ah, and you're still playing ah, what're you saying, ah
Being under the influence, with confusion about the actions or words of others.
if you don't want me around, say you don't want me around
Expressing a desire for direct communication about whether I am unwanted.
I get fucked up to numb the pain
Repeating the use of substances to alleviate emotional distress.
got a therapist to fix my brain
Continuing therapy as a means to improve mental well-being.
all of my new friends the same as the old ones
Highlighting the perceived similarity between new and old friendships.
its all the same shit, different day x2
Emphasizing the repetitiveness of life's challenges.
with the lights off, yeah the room looks different
Reiterating the altered perception of the environment in the dark.
I thought that I was pouring up in the kitchen
Revisiting the thought of pouring a drink while in a faded state.
got, I'm faded ah, and you're still playing ah, what're you saying, ah
Expressing a sense of detachment and confusion about the actions or words of others.
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