Back To the Start
Navigating Despair: Back To the Start by Nervous Kids
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Most days I'm convinced I'm going insane
Expressing a sense of losing mental stability or feeling overwhelmed.
Takes all that I have to get through the day
Struggling to cope with the challenges of each day.
And no matter what I try it won't go away
Despite efforts, the difficulty or problem persists.
And all my motivation goes down the drain
Losing the drive to pursue goals; motivation is diminishing.
And I try to have hope but it gets so hard
Attempting to maintain hope but finding it increasingly challenging.
My future looks so dim
Feeling pessimistic about the future.
Progress I made all goes away and I'm back to the start
Previous progress is undone, and there's a sense of starting over.
I never get far
Struggling to make significant progress in personal or professional life.
Drag through the days
Enduring through daily challenges.
All the same
Days seem repetitive with no noticeable change.
Nothing changes
Feeling stuck in a monotonous routine with no improvement.
I just want to be all alone, all alone
Desiring solitude; seeking to be alone.
I'm tired all the time
Constant fatigue and exhaustion.
There's no time to rest my mind
Struggling to find time for mental rest or relaxation.
It goes on and on, on and on
The sense of enduring difficulties persistently.
Don't feel like doing anything I'll just stay in bed
Unwillingness to engage in activities; a desire to withdraw from the world.
I feel sick to my stomach and I try to pretend
Pretending to be fine despite feeling physically and emotionally unwell.
That I'm better than I was
Attempting to convince oneself of improvement.
I'm doing fine
Expressing a desire to believe that things are going well.
It keeps repeating all the time
A recurring pattern of challenges or difficulties.
Over and over again
Experiencing the same struggles repeatedly.
Can't keep track of the days
Losing track of time and feeling disconnected from the passing days.
I've grown numb to the pain
Becoming desensitized or accustomed to emotional pain.
Drag through the days
Continuing to endure through challenging days.
All the same
A sense of stagnation and no noticeable change in the daily routine.
Nothing changes
Experiencing a lack of progress or improvement.
I just want to be all alone, all alone
Desiring solitude and being alone to cope with challenges.
I'm numb all the time
Feeling emotionally numb as a coping mechanism.
There's no time to rest my mind
Struggling to find time for mental rest or relaxation, leading to constant numbness.
It goes on and on, on and on
The persistent and never-ending nature of challenges.
On and on!
Emphasizing the enduring and repetitive nature of difficulties.
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