Lyrics
Head hurt
Expressing physical or emotional pain, likely related to stress or distress.
It's coming down
Suggesting an overwhelming or worsening situation.
It's always something so my pressures at max
Feeling constant pressure, possibly from various sources.
Yeah I'm bottling shit up so don't tell me to relax
Indicating the suppression of emotions and the difficulty of relaxing.
Man fuck a deep breath cause it's a lost cause
Disregarding the usual advice to take a deep breath, considering it futile.
Flying off the handle again displayin all my flaws
Experiencing emotional outbursts and exposing personal flaws.
Ain't much different than it used to be
Highlighting a lack of significant change in the situation.
Still don't seem all real
Expressing a sense of unreality or detachment from the circumstances.
Had some good days that I wish I ain't never felt
Reflecting on past good days that are now regretted.
Cause now every day I gotta wake up again
Facing the challenge of waking up every day and dealing with life.
Forget about that shit, and manage this pain
Choosing to forget the past and focus on managing current pain.
And it makes my fucking head hurt
Emphasizing the intensity of the emotional pain, leading to a headache.
Striving for what
Questioning the purpose or goal of striving for something.
My hopes to get crushed
Expressing disappointment as hopes are consistently crushed.
To try to make things better
Attempting to improve situations with no success.
Yeah I haven't had the luck
Acknowledging a lack of luck in making positive changes.
Used to try to be what I wanted to see from my surroundings
Reflecting on the unsuccessful attempt to align with personal aspirations.
But that's only ever fucked me
Recognizing that trying to be what one desires has been detrimental.
No reciprocation, no reflection, nothing kind
Experiencing a lack of reciprocity, reflection, or kindness from others.
Violent rejection, added stress on my mind
Encountering violent rejection and increased stress on the mind.
Mood swinging, skull stinging, jaw aches from the teeth clenching
Describing physical and emotional symptoms like mood swings and stress.
Stay out my way is the message that I'm fucking sending
Sending a clear message to stay away due to internal turmoil.
How you ain't received it
Expressing surprise at the lack of understanding from others.
Guess I gotta make it clear so you don't misread shit
Clarifying the message to avoid misunderstandings.
Internal pressure got me slated to blow
Feeling internal pressure building up, reaching a critical point.
Like a ball of malice compressed
Comparing the internal pressure to a compressed ball of malice.
Everyday spent callously depressed
Describing a daily experience of callous depression.
Been building up slow
Indicating a gradual buildup of negative emotions.
So that acting familiar shits got to go
Rejecting familiar behaviors that contribute to stress.
Cause you got me fucked up
Expressing frustration and a readiness for confrontation.
Yeah now you're gonna get fucked up
Anticipating retaliation or confrontation due to frustration.
Cycle of abuse
Referring to a recurring pattern of abusive behavior.
Your turn
Indicating a shift in the cycle of abuse to the listener's turn.
Here comes the head hurt
Announcing the return of the painful headache as a consequence.
Smash smash
Describing the impact of the emotional pain with a smashing sound.
Yeah head hurt
Reiterating the physical and emotional pain causing a headache.
Smash smash
Repeating the expression of frustration and confrontation.
Yeah mean mug
Identifying the artist's name or possibly expressing a defiant attitude.
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