Lyrics
Ten pills a day to take the pain away
Taking ten pills a day to alleviate pain
The more and more I take the closer to the sleep I crave
Increasing medication in an attempt to reach desired sleep
Downhill I'm falling on my face again
Falling downhill, experiencing a setback
Numb to the world and I'm begging for an exit
Feeling emotionally numb and seeking an escape
I stare through these empty eyes
Looking through empty eyes, a sense of emptiness
Swear I'm okay but no one knows what's really on my mind
Pretending to be okay while hiding true feelings
Don't care what will become of me
Indifference towards personal outcomes
Why does a crowded room feel so lonely
Feeling lonely in a crowded environment
When I close my eyes I can't fall asleep
Struggling to fall asleep when closing eyes
Now my mind's gone numb and my body is weak
Mind and body affected by numbness and weakness
Doctor doctor please won't you give me surgery
Pleading for surgical intervention to cure internal struggles
Cure the awful things inside that won't let me be
Desire to be free from internal torment
This disease is a never ending tragedy
Describing the ongoing struggle as a never-ending tragedy
Headed for fatality
Approaching a potentially fatal outcome
A cynical emergency
Characterizing the situation as a cynical emergency
I'm here sitting in sorrow
Sitting in sorrow, expressing despair
Suffer in silence I won't think about tomorrow
Choosing to endure suffering in silence, avoiding thoughts of the future
I can't find a purpose
Struggling to find a purpose in life
Won't keep my head up 'cause I know it's never worth it
Rejecting the idea of keeping one's head up due to perceived futility
Listen to voices inside my head
Hearing disturbing voices inside the mind
They talk
Acknowledging the existence of these voices
They talk
Repetition of voices emphasizing their impact
They talk
Continued emphasis on the negative intent of the voices
I know that they just want me dead
Believing that the voices desire one's demise
I wish that I could shut it out
Wishing to block out the disturbing voices
Sleep is for the weak but lately I've been having doubts
Challenging the idea that sleep is a sign of weakness
When I close my eyes I can't fall asleep
Reiteration of difficulty falling asleep
Now my mind's gone numb and my body is weak
Continued struggle with numbness and weakness
Doctor doctor please won't you give me surgery
Repeated plea for surgical intervention
Cure the awful things inside that won't let me be
Repetition of the desire for internal healing
This disease is a never ending tragedy
Reiteration of the ongoing tragic nature of the internal struggle
Headed for fatality
Repeating the potential fatal outcome
A cynical emergency
Emphasizing the emergency nature of the situation
Doctor Doctor
Repetition of the plea for medical help
Doctor Doctor
Further repetition of the plea for medical help
If pain is pleasure then I'm feeling fine
Exploring the paradox of pain and pleasure
Relieve the pressure 'cause I'm out of time
Expressing urgency due to running out of time
When I close my eyes I can't fall asleep
Reiteration of the difficulty falling asleep
Now my mind's gone numb and my body is weak
Continued struggle with numbness and weakness
Doctor doctor please won't you give me surgery
Repetition of the plea for surgical intervention
Cure the awful things inside that won't let me be
Repeating the desire for internal healing
This disease is a never ending tragedy
Reiteration of the ongoing tragic nature of the internal struggle
Headed for fatality
Repeating the potential fatal outcome
A cynical emergency
Emphasizing the emergency nature of the situation
If pain is pleasure then I'm feeling fine
Revisiting the paradox of pain and pleasure
Relieve the pressure 'cause I'm out of time
Expressing a sense of urgency due to running out of time
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