Lyrics
Days coming in like I’m death proof
Feeling like I’m immune to death
Nights end up like “What did I do?”
Reflecting on past nights with regret or confusion
It’s more than I can handle
Dealing with a situation that feels overwhelming
It’s more than I can handle
Reiteration of feeling overwhelmed
We’ve been chasing our vices with nothing but crises
Engaging in habits that provide short-term relief but lead to constant problems
Bracing ourselves for what’s coming
Preparing for impending difficulties or challenges
And you know that I’m keeping these secrets from you
Keeping secrets out of fear of causing distress or conflict
‘Cause I’m scared of seeing you running
Afraid of witnessing someone important leaving or escaping
No I ain’t tryna push you away
Not intending to create distance in the relationship
No I ain’t tryna push you away
Repeating the lack of desire to push someone away
But there’s something between us
Sensing an issue between them that’s damaging the relationship
Killing us more everyday
Recognizing that this problem is worsening over time
Been living too much like I’m death proof
Living recklessly, feeling invincible
Ain’t proving nothing but I got nothing to lose
Not proving anything by living this way, with nothing to lose
It’s more than I can handle
Reiteration of feeling overwhelmed
It’s more than I can handle
Re-emphasizing the overwhelming situation
No I ain’t tryna push you away
Denying intentions to create distance
No I ain’t tryna push you away
Repeating the lack of desire to push someone away
But there’s something between us
Sensing an issue causing harm in the relationship
Killing us more everyday
Realizing the damage is increasing over time
And all of our memories been rushing up to let me know
Memories resurfacing, reminding of shared experiences
We’ve been through too much to throw it away and it’s catching up
Realizing the value of shared history but feeling it might be too late to salvage
Sometimes it feels like I’m death proof
Feeling impervious to the consequences of actions
But I’m losing days off my life hung up on losing you
Realizing that risking the relationship is costing valuable time
No I ain’t tryna push you away
Denying intentions to create distance
No I ain’t tryna push you away
Repeating the lack of desire to push someone away
But there’s something between us
Sensing an issue damaging the relationship
Killing us more everyday
Recognizing that this issue is progressively harming the relationship
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