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Gone away and I'm not sure I know when I'll be coming back
Gone away, uncertain when I'll return.
These sequences play out and I just don't have anything to say
Life scenarios unfold, and I'm speechless.
Please don't look at me
Request not to scrutinize or judge.
I'm paranoid, obviously
Feeling paranoid, evident nervousness.
Staying asleep I swear this hasn't been my fucking week
Struggling, expressing a challenging week.
I let you down
Acknowledging letting someone down.
Let you down
Reiterating the feeling of disappointment.
Won't come around
No intention to visit or reconcile.
Come around
Reinforcing the decision to stay away.
Another drink stay up late until the morning
Seeking solace in late-night drinking.
I've been patient thinking slowly, guess I'm boring
Patience exhausted, contemplation seems dull.
Numb myself until it's more than just ignoring
Using substances to numb and cope.
Somewhere inside myself, I think it start storming
Internal turmoil intensifies like a storm.
Guess I never expected the weather
Unanticipated challenges, like unexpected weather.
To turn on me
A betrayal or hardship from unforeseen sources.
It gets better
Optimism that things will improve.
Whatever you have to tell yourself
Encouragement to self-delude for comfort.
It's important that you don't forget your choices
Reminder to remember personal decisions.
(Relax, I'm done)
Dismissal or conclusion of a topic or discussion.
Laid up in bed at night I get high and dwell on bull shit
Reflecting on negative thoughts during insomnia.
(I guess it never goes away, but I don't mind)
Acceptance that persistent issues remain.
Save me, it's impossible
Expression of desperation, seeking salvation.
My body is weak and the thoughts in my head are hardly merciful
Physical and mental vulnerability.
I've got the keys, I'm down to drive
Having control but willing to take risks.
Up north to watch the sunrise
Yearning for a positive experience.
Accept a lesson from the cold
Openness to learning from difficult experiences.
If you don't mind let's take it slow
Suggesting a gradual approach to a relationship.
I'm nodding out, please watch the road
Nodding off, requesting attention while driving.
Yeah, I promise I'm alright
Assuring well-being despite challenges.
I'm lost
Feeling adrift, uncertain or confused.
But, maybe I just don't want to be found
Possibly preferring solitude over being found.
Better if I'm not around
Suggesting that absence might be better.
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